Life and death? What's the difference? When was the last time I felt sadness, happiness or despair? I can't feel anything at all..
He smiles bitterly on his bed while holding a knife.
What's the point of living in a world where I don't want to be? I don't want to keep bothering those around me anymore, I don't want to exist anymore, I can't even cry. I'm totally unnecessary. Every person, every thing I've always loved, I always end up losing no one has been by my side but I chose this loneliness, it's so illogical that I don't even feel sad in reality on the contrary I feel very happy, is that how happiness feels? That way no one has to see me, no one has to endure being by my side..
Mei Ling pointed his knife at his chest directly in the heart.
Maybe.... In another life... in another life maybe I allowed myself not to be so alone... with great difficulty some tears welled up her cheeks, with a bitter smile she thought in her heart
Maybe this is the best... anyway I'll die alone and that's enough for me.. with that mei ling closed her eyes for the last time.
Eh? Where am I? What is this place? "Look! He already woke up!" Eh? Who are they? Am I alive? Did someone manage to save me? Impossible... a woman with dark eyes like the night almost black and long and shiny hair carried him and hugged him tenderly
Who are you? Hey, I'm heavy... huh? Why are my hands so small..? I was reborn? Seriously... was I reborn? The woman hugged him tenderly and said: "don't be afraid, mom will always be with you"
It's so soft.. what a pleasant heat mei ling starts crying. Why am I crying? It's just a hug.. then why do I want to cry so much.. or rather I can't stop crying. A man with long combed hair with a ponytail and light brown eyes said to the woman "you have to give it an appropriate name" the woman thought about it for a moment and said "what if we name it my father?"
Like his father? Who the hell gives a father's name to his daughter? Unless... NOT IMPOSSIBLE!! Am I...? Am I...? AHHHHHHHH mei ling begins to cry frantically and furiously the mother who held him in her hands brought him closer to her chest and breastfed him mei ling was shocked
What..? WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!? Well, even though I also had breasts in my other life, it's not that it bothers me to see them, but it's not like I have another option, right? With that mei ling was more calm and calm.
The man watched Mei Ling for a moment and frowned and told the woman "look at her eyes" the woman saw Mei Ling's eyes and was surprised they were bluish like a starry sky the two were dumbfounded but they could not take their eyes off none of them had seen a type of eyes like that the man asks the woman "Tell me the truth? Have you deceived me?" There is but what a horror these people do not consider that it can be a mistake in genetics for God's sake do a test. The woman was dumbfounded and angry "how can you say that? It's the first time I've seen this type of eyes so much you doubt what I feel for you even think I'm cheating on you" For God's sake I was barely born and I'm already causing problems
The man sighed and approached the woman and said "I'm sorry. That's not what I meant" the man tenderly hugs the woman and takes Mei Ling's little hand "I just want to spend the rest of my days next to you" there is but what a dramatic man but he is also very tender even though I am also a man... that dad you teach me I see you. Mei ling laughed internally
The woman also took his little hand and told him "my little baby your name will be liang feng" liang feng? So my last name is Liang? A Chinese surname without a doubt so I was reborn in China? Now that I think about it, these people have old-fashioned clothes and very past style.. where the hell am I? And also why do I name myself as if I named a pet? Although thinking about it, that's not important, I really think I like this place, in this life.. in this life I will make an effort and repair my mistakes. I don't want to be a disappointment. I never want to have a happy life. That's what I want.. yes, that's what I want. Be happy but now I'm very sleepy I just want to sleep but I don't want to wake up and that it's just a dream but I can't stand it.. with that liang feng falls asleep