April 19 2021
"help..someone...please.."
they say Lucifer was once god's favorite but because he developed the feelings of envy and greed, he became the most feared demon that ever made..
"Boss what will we do to this girl?"
"Kill her."
he's the epitome of evil who hides in the face of an angel, a demon who feels pleasure and amusement whenever he sees humans suffering to death and striving in the midst of the sea of despair, torturing them to the fullest using his sweet-yet-poisonous words, making a contract to a human in substitute of their souls.. that's what I always heard mostly at people.
but do you know who's the most cruel and heartless of all?
"too bad.. these girls are quite beautiful! hahahaha!"
that's right.. it was the god itself.
my mom usually said this to me.. 'if you be kind to everyone, the god will help you if you ask him.' so I become kind to them, hoping that the god would help me, I also ask him a million times, no, billions of times.
whenever I get bullied in school.. I pray to him..
when my family's company almost went bankrupt, I prayed to him again..
when my grandmother died, I prayed to him as well...
and when my cousin went into the states for his heart surgery, I kept praying to him, and indeed the god really helped me..
however.. it seems like the god became tired of me for asking him too much, that time when I needed him the most... he cast me away.
My parents, whom I treasured so much have been in front of me, or rather..
is it because I'm so weak that they died?
I keep relying on God..
I trust him too much..
And that trust leads to betrayal, and those betrayals lead to tragedy that leaves my heart wrenched into pieces..
if only someone would give me a second chance to correct my mistakes.. I'm going to grab it and change myself.. I'm going to be stronger.. strong enough to protect someone..
I want to make them pay for what they did to my family.
I want them to..suffer.
I want to kill and hunt all of them to the depths of hell.. and if possible, I'm willing to live in the darkness and drag them.. if only someone could give that to me..
then someone whispers to my ear.. as if like my wish has been fulfilled.. someone really came.. but it's not a god nor an angel.. I can't explain what he was like but the one thing I'm sure,
he's here to save me.
"My, my...it seems like someone needs my help.."
"W-who are you?!"
"Me?I'm here to help you little girl.."
"Then help me already!"
"Not so fast little girl, if you want me to help you..then there is a condition.."
"I don't care about your condition, I will do everything!" I said to him desperately.
" Oh really?even my condition is...to sell your soul to me..?"
"...Just who are you? "
"Hmm? you can call me.. Devian. I'm a hatred, despair, anger, and darkness.. feel free to call me anything if you want.."
"..."
"You're just a weakling girl who only knows how to cry in the corner even if your family is killed in front of you, do you really think that the god will help you? I don't think that's the case.. you keep praying to him, relying on him, and trust him.. in other words, you have done nothing.. how pitiful.. pffft.."
"that's because.."
he's right.. I didn't do anything, because I relied on the god too much, all of the people I wanted to protect will end up dying in front of me just like what happened to my parents..
ah, perhaps this is a punishment..
"punishment? pfft.. there's no such thing as punishment, what is happening to you right now, it's all because you're too weak!"
indeed.. if only I became stronger and killed those pests that time, we would've been eating dinner happily right now.. I have so many things to do, I'm the daughter of a ruthless leader of an organization, I can just kill or command them using my title!! but I didn't do anything at all!!
I just watched them die.. without doing anything..
I should've become stronger while I have a chance.. if that happens.. I would have managed to protect them..
" see? that's why I'm here to help you.. all you have to do is to call my name and I will give you the strength to avenge them, young lady."
a strength.. that's right a strength!
if making a contract to the emperor of hell is the only way to pay those bastards.. then I would accept it and sell my soul to him..
I'm done relying on someone that I can't even see..
I'm done getting betrayed over and over..
it's time to stand up on my own feet..
"Fine.. I'll accept your contract, now I, Crystalle maurienne Elizabeth Cullen will become your master from now on, hear my first order Devian, kill all of them!"