January 1st, 2018
I, Amagami Sena, happened to discover that I could freely determine "cause" and "effect" through my own will and the most astonishing thing is that I can create a "cause" on my own, even if it is something "abstract," such as a "miracle" — something many people either believe in or doubt its existence.
My mother had terminal cancer, and the doctors said that she would likely pass away by December 31, 2017. However, due to some inexplicable miracle — one that even the doctors could not explain — my mother was completely cured of her cancer, as if she had never been sick in the first place. Even the doctors themselves called this event a "miracle."
The event that occurred was so extraordinary that even the doctor, who had decades of experience with cancer, couldn't explain it scientifically. How could I, just an ordinary high school student, explain it? But the "keyword" the doctor said, which still echoes in my mind, was the word "miracle." It was something I had intentionally prayed for with a strong will, before the day my mother was meant to die from cancer.
[Please, let a "miracle" help save my mother from terminal cancer and free her from death tomorrow.]
At first, I didn't think that what I had wished for had anything to do with my mother's complete recovery from cancer. After all, I've been making wishes and praying for the things I wanted ever since I was a child, but they never came true. So why did it suddenly come true now? In the end, I just thought it was nothing more than a coincidence.
My mother was allowed to leave the hospital immediately after her complete recovery. The next day, on January 1, 2018, my worries about her still hadn't gone away. I wanted to spend time with my mother, but it was an ordinary school day, and my teacher kept calling and insisting that I come to school because I had already missed a week of classes. The teacher wouldn't listen to my reasons for being absent, which made me extremely angry.
[If only the school would just blow up, then I wouldn't have to go, and I could stay with my mother.]
After I hung up on the teacher, a major news report appeared on TV not long after — a prestigious school in Tokyo had been completely destroyed in an explosion for unknown reasons. This coincidence, which strangely aligned once again with my intentional thought, made me start to believe that I truly had the power to determine "cause" and "effect."
No one from the school survived the incident. Yet, what was strange was that I didn't feel even the slightest bit of sorrow.
Even though I'm still not 100% sure whether I truly have a supernatural power that only appears in fiction, it feels like I have the authority to determine "cause" and "effect" — or in other words, to dictate fate.
"Aah~ Am I even still human? But from now on, this world... or perhaps even the entire universe... is going to be a lot more... interesting. Hehehe~"