Okay, so the event take place last week, where she comes back after a long time of shut herself from the outside world, even from the social and digital media, and she answered my last message in her our private chat.
Truthfully, I am actually in a position where I am trying to be faithful to someone else, but without any certainty, without any signs of high or obvious emotions, and the possibility of being rejected is high. (Here the thing that made me try to be faithful was that I was once told by a friend of mine, a tarot card reader, they said that this person I was trying to be faithful to actually wanted to, but I didn't give any real certainty, its just me late to realize said by my friend) So until yesterday I still wanted to be faithful to him - the point is not the same person i mentioned in the beginning, a different person(but this will be another story to tell).
Back to this last week, with that position I'm in, I'm in shambles thanks to her unexpected respond and to be honest with you all, I'M DOWN FOR HER LIKE 2 YEARS AGO, BUT since she already has bf in that time, I buried my feelings for her deep down my deepest lung until now(nah its only before that unexpected respond). And before she shut herself from the outside world, I got words about how she breakup with her bf and want to recuperate herself for her education, and yeah. Yesterday that bomb dropped and that cherry blossom bloom again.
For a context, she is a cosplayer that I've met a lot before in the convention when I'm working as cosplay photographer. We have a lot photo shoot together. From the beginning I have this funny feeling in my stomach but I buried that feeling down because we became friends and she have bf too
And just like that, we chit-chat, talking about things that we're gonna say to each other before she shut herself, I was asking her if she wants to come to event that I'm organizing, sadly she already shut herself before I got the word out of her..
And last week, I asked her on a whim(half jokingly, but still serious), " Would you want to come to this place for this promo, buy 1 got another 1?" and she said yes?!?!?, Like for right???, that day, I'm really happy and jumped out of the roof! We will met at Tuesday and some mall to have dinner!
But after that, she just like having another thought and said " Can I bring the others too?"
And I said "yes, no problemo", because I know her friends, since I've met them too before at workplace and they are pretty chill too.
Even though I wish not all of them can come, for the reason that I don't know that everyone would bring their partner?!, It was really surprising!!!
I mean like 3 couples + me and her(that aren't a couple), and I mean, it's like group date, a quadruple dates...
And I really trying my best to adapt to their custom and circle talk, it was really great experience talking to them outside the previous setting(the cosplay, photo shoot, and convention).
The dinner ended, and before we part ways, I give her something that I always wanted to gift her before she shut herself, It was combination of key chain, merchandise, and things and I think she was happy?, and before she really left, I shouted
"Would you watch *this movie* with me?"
and she said like
"What?, watch movie?, give the detail in the chat"
and she left.