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Chapter 2 - chapter 1: The studio by the sea

The next morning, Clara woke to the sound of gulls crying outside her window and the distant hush of waves rolling in. Morning light spilled across the quilt in golden threads. For the first time in weeks, the weight in her chest had eased just slightly. It wasn’t gone—but it no longer felt immovable.

She dressed in jeans and a wool sweater, laced up her boots, and tied her dark curls back loosely. After pouring a quick cup of coffee, she stepped out onto the porch. The air was crisp and smelled of pine and ocean mist. Down the road, the Morgan house looked quiet, the chimney no longer smoking, but a well-worn path in the grass between their properties suggested it was still walked often.

She hadn’t meant to take Eli up on his offer so soon, but something about the mention of the old studio tugged at her. Her grandmother had once called it her “sanctuary by the sea.” Clara had learned to paint in that studio, her tiny hands gripping brushes three times too big, her smocks always splattered in color. She hadn’t set foot in it since leaving town.

She followed the narrow dirt path down through the field, the tall grasses brushing against her knees. As she approached the edge of the cliffs, the studio came into view.

It was small and weathered, but sturdy. Cedar shingles clung to the sides, gray from years of salt and wind. The wraparound deck creaked beneath her boots as she stepped up. The door was ajar.

Inside, the studio was lit with natural light streaming in from a row of tall, paned windows facing the sea. Dust motes danced in the beams like tiny spirits. The wooden floor was scuffed but intact. Easels stood where they had been left, as if waiting for her return. A few forgotten brushes lay in a ceramic cup by the sink, stiff with old paint.

The space felt like a breath held in for too long.

“You beat me here,” a voice said from behind.

Clara turned.

Eli stood in the doorway, a toolbox in one hand, the same easy smile on his lips.

“I thought I’d get an early start,” she said.

“You always did.” He walked in, setting the box down with a thud. “I brought some things to help with the windows. A couple of them are cracked. And there’s some water damage in the corner.”

“Thanks,” she said, folding her arms, watching him move. There was a comfort in the way he filled the room, like he belonged there—even if she wasn’t sure she did anymore.

“Your grandma talked about this place all the time,” Eli said, opening the first window carefully. “Said it should stay in the family. Said it always belonged to you.”

Clara looked around, her throat tight. “I didn’t know she still used it.”

“Not in the last few years. But she kept it ready. Just in case.” He gave her a knowing look. “She was waiting for you.”

That hit harder than she expected.

Eli stepped back from the window and wiped his hands on a cloth. “Want to help me with the back door? It’s sticking.”

They worked side by side for the next hour, clearing cobwebs, sanding edges, oiling hinges. Conversation came easily between them—like it had back then. She asked about Sophie, and he told her stories that made her laugh. He asked about her life in New York, and she spoke cautiously, choosing her words like she was walking barefoot over glass.

When they reached the back of the studio, Clara found an old canvas stacked against the wall—one of her grandmother’s unfinished works. The scene was a twilight beachscape, the colors soft and mournful.

“She never finished it,” Clara whispered.

“Maybe she was waiting for you to.”

Clara traced the edge of the canvas with her finger. “I don’t even know if I remember how to paint like this.”

Eli crouched to her level, looking at the painting with her. “It’s not something you forget. It’s something you carry.”

She looked at him. “Do you really believe that?”

“I do.”

She stood slowly, brushing dust from her jeans. “What about you? You’re still working as a carpenter?”

“Mostly. I take jobs around town, small renovations, furniture commissions. Nothing fancy.”

“It suits you,” she said, then quickly added, “I mean, the way you’ve always been good with your hands.”

He raised an eyebrow, teasing. “Is that a compliment, Clara Hart?”

She laughed, shaking her head. “Don’t let it go to your head.”

They spent the rest of the morning clearing out the storage closet. As Clara pulled an old tarp from a shelf, a folder of charcoal sketches fell to the floor. She bent to pick them up, but Eli stopped her.

“You draw, don’t you?” he asked.

“I used to.”

“You still can.”

She didn’t answer right away. She looked down at her hands, then at the studio.

“I think I want to reopen this place,” she said suddenly. The decision surprised even her. “Maybe offer classes. Maybe… just paint again.”

Eli smiled, slow and genuine. “I think that’s a damn good idea.”

They sat on the deck afterward, a thermos of coffee between them. The ocean stretched before them in all directions, the horizon burning gold where it met the sky. Clara felt the tension in her chest ease again—more this time.

“Why did you stay?” she asked softly.

Eli shrugged. “After my wife passed… it didn’t feel right to leave. Sophie was just a baby. I had family here. Support. And I guess… I needed the quiet.”

“I’m sorry,” she said.

He nodded. “It’s been five years now. Still hard, some days.”

Clara looked at him, her voice gentle. “I had no idea.”

“I know,” he said, not unkindly. “We all went our separate ways.”

They were quiet for a moment. Then Clara asked, “Do you ever think about when we were kids?”

“All the time,” he said. “Especially the summer we built that ridiculous treehouse with only one wall and no roof.”

“You fell off the ladder,” Clara recalled, laughing. “Cried like a baby.”

“Hey, I was bleeding. A lot.”

“It was a paper cut.”

They both laughed. And it felt real.

As the sun began to lower again in the sky, casting soft orange light across the deck, Eli stood and stretched. “I should head back. Sophie’s got a spelling test tomorrow.”

Clara stood with him. “Thanks for today.”

He met her gaze. “You sure about reopening this place?”

“I think I need it,” she said.

He studied her for a moment, then nodded. “Then let me help. I mean it.”

She hesitated, then said, “Okay.”

As he walked away, Clara leaned against the doorframe of the studio and watched him go. A breeze lifted her hair, carrying with it the scent of cedar and ocean spray. The world felt quieter, but also fuller.

She turned back inside and looked around.

It wasn’t just a studio anymore.

It was a beginning.

The next few days passed in a blur of motion and memory. Clara returned to the studio each morning with a thermos of coffee and a notebook full of scattered thoughts. Eli was usually already there, tool belt slung low on his hips, sleeves rolled, sawdust in his hair. They fell into an easy rhythm, the silence between them rich with meaning.

But it was Thursday afternoon when everything began to shift.

Clara had been sorting through a box of her grandmother’s old paints when a folded sheet of paper slipped from the bottom. It was a letter—yellowed, sealed with wax. Her name was written across the front in her grandmother’s script.

She sat on the floor and unfolded it with trembling hands.

My dearest Clara,

If you’re reading this, it means you’ve come home. I hope the ocean greeted you kindly and that you remembered how the sun turns the cliffs to gold in the evening. I never stopped believing you’d return.

This studio was always yours. You were born to fill the world with color. I saw it in you even when you didn’t. Whatever chased you away from here—whatever fear, heartbreak, or ambition—I hope you’ll let it go. You don’t have to prove yourself to the world. Just come home to yourself.

And Clara, don’t be afraid to love again.

Even broken hearts can bloom a second time.

All my love, always—

Grandma

Clara read it twice, then folded it neatly and held it to her chest.

The door creaked behind her.

Eli stood just inside, his brows knit in concern. “You okay?”

She looked up, blinking quickly. “Yeah. Just… found something.”

He came closer, crouching beside her. “Want to talk about it?”

She hesitated, then handed him the letter.

He read it slowly, then gave it back. “She always knew what to say.”

Clara nodded. “She did.”

“You think she meant me?” he asked, a half-smile playing at his lips, teasing—yet hopeful.

Clara gave him a look, but her smile betrayed her. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, Morgan.”

He chuckled, but then his expression softened. “You do deserve to be happy, Clara. And not just because she said it. Because you’re still here. Still fighting to be whole.”

She glanced down at her hands, stained faintly with blue pigment. “I haven’t felt like myself in a long time.”

“Then let’s find her again. Together.”

His words sank deep into her ribs, like warmth after a long frost.

Later that day, as the sun began to sink low, painting the studio in amber hues, Eli invited her to dinner.

“Nothing fancy,” he said. “Just spaghetti and chaos.”

Clara hesitated. “Are you sure? I don’t want to intrude.”

“You wouldn’t be. Sophie’s been asking about you.”

That was all the convincing she needed.

She followed him back to the Morgan house, a modest craftsman tucked beneath a canopy of trees. Inside, the walls were filled with warmth and life. A fire crackled in the hearth. Children’s drawings hung from clothespins on the kitchen wall. The scent of garlic and basil filled the air.

Sophie was at the table, coloring. She beamed when she saw Clara.

“You came!”

“I did,” Clara said with a grin, hanging her coat.

“I drew you a sunset,” Sophie said, holding up the picture. The colors were wild and bright and beautiful.

Clara knelt beside her. “It’s perfect. Can I keep it?”

Sophie nodded enthusiastically.

Dinner was loud and messy and filled with laughter. Clara hadn’t realized how hungry she was—for food, yes, but also for connection. For belonging.

After dinner, while Sophie played with her dolls in the living room, Clara and Eli stood at the sink, washing dishes together.

“She adores you,” Eli said, nudging her gently with his elbow.

“I adore her too.”

He looked at her, the moment stretching.

“What about you?” she asked. “Do you let yourself be happy?”

He paused, rinsing a plate. “Sometimes. But I think… it’s easier to pour into Sophie. To focus on being a good dad. Safer, maybe.”

“Safe isn’t always the same as right,” she said softly.

He turned toward her then, hands still dripping, eyes locked on hers. “What about you? What scared you off back then?”

She swallowed, drying her hands slowly. “The feeling of smallness. I thought if I stayed, I’d never become what I was meant to be. I thought leaving would fix everything.”

“Did it?”

She looked up at him. “No. It broke everything else instead.”

There it was. The truth. Raw and exposed between them.

Eli stepped closer. “You ever think about what might’ve happened if you’d stayed?”

“All the time,” she whispered.

They stood just inches apart now, the air between them pulsing with something unspoken. His gaze flickered to her lips, then back to her eyes.

Then a crash from the living room broke the spell.

Sophie had knocked over a tower of blocks and was giggling madly.

Clara stepped back, flustered. “I should probably head back.”

Eli nodded, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah. Of course.”

She grabbed her coat, and Sophie ran over for a hug.

“Will you come back tomorrow?” the girl asked, her eyes wide.

Clara smiled and looked at Eli. “If it’s okay with your dad.”

“It’s more than okay,” he said.

The walk back to her house was slow. The sky above was velvet, dusted with stars, and the wind off the ocean carried the scent of possibility.

In her heart, something had shifted.

And it scared her more than she was willing to admit.

The next few days passed in a blur of motion and memory. Clara returned to the studio each morning with a thermos of coffee and a notebook full of scattered thoughts. Eli was usually already there, tool belt slung low on his hips, sleeves rolled, sawdust in his hair. They fell into an easy rhythm, the silence between them rich with meaning.

But it was Thursday afternoon when everything began to shift.

Clara had been sorting through a box of her grandmother’s old paints when a folded sheet of paper slipped from the bottom. It was a letter—yellowed, sealed with wax. Her name was written across the front in her grandmother’s script.

She sat on the floor and unfolded it with trembling hands.

My dearest Clara,

If you’re reading this, it means you’ve come home. I hope the ocean greeted you kindly and that you remembered how the sun turns the cliffs to gold in the evening. I never stopped believing you’d return.

This studio was always yours. You were born to fill the world with color. I saw it in you even when you didn’t. Whatever chased you away from here—whatever fear, heartbreak, or ambition—I hope you’ll let it go. You don’t have to prove yourself to the world. Just come home to yourself.

And Clara, don’t be afraid to love again.

Even broken hearts can bloom a second time.

All my love, always—

Grandma

Clara read it twice, then folded it neatly and held it to her chest.

The door creaked behind her.

Eli stood just inside, his brows knit in concern. “You okay?”

She looked up, blinking quickly. “Yeah. Just… found something.”

He came closer, crouching beside her. “Want to talk about it?”

She hesitated, then handed him the letter.

He read it slowly, then gave it back. “She always knew what to say.”

Clara nodded. “She did.”

“You think she meant me?” he asked, a half-smile playing at his lips, teasing—yet hopeful.

Clara gave him a look, but her smile betrayed her. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, Morgan.”

He chuckled, but then his expression softened. “You do deserve to be happy, Clara. And not just because she said it. Because you’re still here. Still fighting to be whole.”

She glanced down at her hands, stained faintly with blue pigment. “I haven’t felt like myself in a long time.”

“Then let’s find her again. Together.”

His words sank deep into her ribs, like warmth after a long frost.

Later that day, as the sun began to sink low, painting the studio in amber hues, Eli invited her to dinner.

“Nothing fancy,” he said. “Just spaghetti and chaos.”

Clara hesitated. “Are you sure? I don’t want to intrude.”

“You wouldn’t be. Sophie’s been asking about you.”

That was all the convincing she needed.

She followed him back to the Morgan house, a modest craftsman tucked beneath a canopy of trees. Inside, the walls were filled with warmth and life. A fire crackled in the hearth. Children’s drawings hung from clothespins on the kitchen wall. The scent of garlic and basil filled the air.

Sophie was at the table, coloring. She beamed when she saw Clara.

“You came!”

“I did,” Clara said with a grin, hanging her coat.

“I drew you a sunset,” Sophie said, holding up the picture. The colors were wild and bright and beautiful.

Clara knelt beside her. “It’s perfect. Can I keep it?”

Sophie nodded enthusiastically.

Dinner was loud and messy and filled with laughter. Clara hadn’t realized how hungry she was—for food, yes, but also for connection. For belonging.

After dinner, while Sophie played with her dolls in the living room, Clara and Eli stood at the sink, washing dishes together.

“She adores you,” Eli said, nudging her gently with his elbow.

“I adore her too.”

He looked at her, the moment stretching.

“What about you?” she asked. “Do you let yourself be happy?”

He paused, rinsing a plate. “Sometimes. But I think… it’s easier to pour into Sophie. To focus on being a good dad. Safer, maybe.”

“Safe isn’t always the same as right,” she said softly.

He turned toward her then, hands still dripping, eyes locked on hers. “What about you? What scared you off back then?”

She swallowed, drying her hands slowly. “The feeling of smallness. I thought if I stayed, I’d never become what I was meant to be. I thought leaving would fix everything.”

“Did it?”

She looked up at him. “No. It broke everything else instead.”

There it was. The truth. Raw and exposed between them.

Eli stepped closer. “You ever think about what might’ve happened if you’d stayed?”

“All the time,” she whispered.

They stood just inches apart now, the air between them pulsing with something unspoken. His gaze flickered to her lips, then back to her eyes.

Then a crash from the living room broke the spell.

Sophie had knocked over a tower of blocks and was giggling madly.

Clara stepped back, flustered. “I should probably head back.”

Eli nodded, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah. Of course.”

She grabbed her coat, and Sophie ran over for a hug.

“Will you come back tomorrow?” the girl asked, her eyes wide.

Clara smiled and looked at Eli. “If it’s okay with your dad.”

“It’s more than okay,” he said.

The walk back to her house was slow. The sky above was velvet, dusted with stars, and the wind off the ocean carried the scent of possibility.

In her heart, something had shifted.

And it scared her more than she was willing to admit.

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