The fundraiser's entry hall shimmered with soft yellow lights strung from arch to arch. Paper streamers—some crinkled, some pristine—swayed from vents, and hand-painted signs bore hopeful phrases like "You Belong" and "Light Carries."
Mia kept to the edges.
She stepped in behind Sarah, four paces back, blending with a cluster of volunteers.
Sarah hesitated just inside the entrance. Her eyes moved slowly across the space. Children played near the donation table, their laughter thin but bright. A volunteer in a sunset-orange vest handed out name tags, but didn't push when Sarah shook her head.
She drifted further inside.
Mia followed, never touching, never close enough to draw attention. But present. Watching.
The music was faint. A loop of soft instrumental covers. It coated the air like warmth—intentional, even if artificial.
Sarah paused by the refreshments. She accepted a paper cup of cider with both hands, nodding softly to the woman who offered it. Her shoulders still sat high, guarded. But she hadn't left.
That was enough.
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Mia moved behind a cardboard poster display—testimonies written in crayon and marker, some shaky, some bold. One page read: I got to sleep safe this year. Another: We got a front door again.
She let the words wash over her. Let their simplicity remind her why they were here.
Across the room, Sarah was talking to a young volunteer with a clipboard. Nothing deep—just "It's nice," and "I like the lights." But it was her voice. Active. Present.
Mia exhaled.
She shifted positions, just slightly, to keep Sarah in view.
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As Sarah wandered, a woman with a camera paused, about to raise it—then seemed to think better of it. She smiled instead.
Sarah smiled back, uncertain but real.
Then she moved on.
Under the banner near the main stage, someone had written: Firsts matter. So do seconds.
Sarah stopped. Read it twice.
She remembered that moment from weeks ago—the first time she stepped into the clinic. The first form she filled. The first time she said yes to staying.
Mia, from behind the sound table, read it too.
They stood like that—linked not by eyes or words, but by breath and belief—for nearly a full minute.
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A man approached Sarah. Volunteer lanyard. Tall, polite. Asked if she wanted to write a note for the gratitude wall.
She hesitated.
Mia bristled. Stepped slightly out from behind the curtain.
But Sarah said, "Maybe later."
And the man nodded and moved on.
Mia retreated.
She let herself feel the wave of guilt again. For orchestrating this. For nudging instead of asking. For watching instead of asking.
But Sarah wasn't leaving.
Not yet.
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Sarah drifted toward a table of bookmarks and crafts. She ran her fingers across a set of metal pins.
One said: Still here.
Another: Ask me tomorrow.
She pocketed neither.
But she read each one.
Then picked up a blank bookmark and a small marker from the tray.
She drew a spiral.
No words.
Just shape.
Then slid it into the display basket.
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From the hallway behind the auditorium door, Mia leaned her head back and let her eyes close.
The music shifted to a slower piano track.
The banner above the exit read: We'll hold the light.
And for now, that was enough.
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Sarah found a folding chair near the back wall and sat, her paper cup half-full and cooling.
A woman beside her turned slightly. Smiled.
"It's your first time?"
Sarah nodded.
The woman extended a hand.
"Welcome."
Sarah didn't take the hand.
But she nodded again.
Softer.
More sure.
The woman turned back to face the stage.
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On stage, a speaker told a story. Not dramatic. Not rehearsed. Just true.
About a time someone showed up. Left soup. Left space. Left silence.
Sarah listened.
She didn't cry.
But her fingers gripped the paper cup just a little tighter.
Mia watched her from a shadowed alcove by the curtain.
She didn't cry either.
But her throat felt raw.
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Near the end of the night, a small table opened for participants to write anonymous affirmations. Sarah approached it slowly.
She didn't sit.
Just stood.
Took a pen.
Wrote: I stayed.
Folded it once.
Left it in the bowl.
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Outside, the air had chilled. Volunteers packed away the banners, now spotted with condensation.
Sarah stepped out onto the sidewalk. Her breath came in clouds.
She walked slowly.
No rush.
Mia followed at a distance.
Both of them silent.
Both of them upright.
Both of them walking toward what might finally be called forward.