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Chapter 9 - Chapter nine

There are battles fought with swords.

And then there are battles fought with silence.

We chose the second. We dropped our spears and blades

It was not because we lacked courage—but because we were tired of burying our dead. Tired of burning names into memory like scars. Tired of watching the fire in each other's eyes flicker and die.

That morning, when we saw them—riders on horseback, foreign traders with their guns gleaming under the rising sun—we did not run, and we did not rise.

We stood.

Still.

Silent.

Like trees that refused to fall.

The woman stood in front, her dress tattered, her body weak, but her spine straight. The bruises on her face were still fresh, reminders of what the Butcher had done—but she held her head high.

She had not come to fight.

She had come to defy.

They surrounded us, confused by the lack of panic. No one screamed. No one scattered. They shouted commands in a language only half understood, waving guns, demanding obedience.

Still, no one moved.

The woman took a step forward and raised her hand.

"I will speak," she said, her voice barely above a whisper—but it carried.

The Butcher, standing among the traders still bruised from the musket, his face a blend of suspicion and amusement, narrowed his eyes.

"Speak, then," he spat. "Let's hear what your suffering has taught you."

She looked up at him. "That you fear silence more than resistance. That a man like you can kill bodies—but not dignity."

The Butcher laughed, but it was uneasy. "You think words will change anything?"

"No," she said. "But they remind us of who we are."

She knelt in the dust.

And then one by one, so did we.

Hundreds of us—battered, broken, starving—knelt behind her. The old, the young. Men with bloodied backs. Women with calloused hands. Children with sunken eyes.

Not in submission.

In refusal.

We would not fight.

But we would not obey.

We would not speak.

But we would not beg.

We knelt to remember who we were before chains.

And in our stillness, we became terrifying.

The foreign traders exchanged glances. This was not what they had come for. They had come expecting rebellion or surrender. But this? This quiet, unyielding stand?

It unsettled them.

One of them stepped forward, speaking to the Butcher in a sharp tongue, urging him to act, to show dominance, to assert control.

The Butcher ordered us to rise.

We did not.

He ordered his guards to beat us.

They hesitated.

He pointed to one of the children and screamed, "Start with the weak. The others will break."

But when the soldier approached, the woman stood and walked calmly between him and the child.

"No more," she said.

The soldier looked to the Butcher.

But the Butcher… he didn't answer.

He was staring into the eyes of the people who had once cowered under his rule. Who now looked at him like he was nothing but a man—old, bitter, powerless.

In that moment, he realized the truth:

He had broken their bodies.

But they had broken his control.

And that terrified him more than any sword.

The traders left that evening with only promises and anger. No new slaves. No coins exchanged. The Butcher stood watching the smoke from the traders' torches vanish into the dusk.

That night the woman didn't sleep,

And neither did we.

Because something had changed.

Not freedom. Not yet.

But a beginning.

The woman sat by the fire, her hands wrapped in cloth, her eyes hollow, but alive.

"When you kneel for yourself," she said to me, "it is surrender. But when you kneel for your people… it is strength."

And I—Adewale—understood.

We had not fought.

But we had not lost.

In the quiet, we had risen

In the morning we awoke and found the Butcher… gone.

No sound of his boots on the gravel, no barked orders echoing through the yard. His house stood still, shuttered, and silent. For the first time in years, there was no overseer watching our breath, no whip cracking the morning air.

He had left.

We did not know why. We did not care. He had seen our silence—our defiance—and perhaps, deep within the twisted cage of his heart, he understood that nothing he did would ever truly break us again.

And so, without a word, without a warning…

He vanished.

The woman stood at the center of the quarters that morning. Her face was worn, bruised, but unshaken. Her voice trembled with exhaustion, but not fear.

"He is gone," she said. "And we… we will not wait for his return."

No one moved.

Not at first.

Freedom had always been a dream we feared to speak aloud. To hear it now felt like stepping into the sun after a lifetime underground.

"But where will we go?" asked a man.

"To the city," she said. "To hope. To work. To build."

A murmur rippled through the crowd.

And then, one by one, we stood.

We left behind the fields that had stolen our youth, the walls that had stolen our freedom, the air that smelled of rot and blood.

The road ahead was long—dusty paths and broken bridges, rivers that ran too deep, hills that pushed our weary legs to their limit.

Children clung to their mothers. Elders leaned on the strong. But none turned back.

For the first time, we walked without chains.

Even the silence was different now—not the silence of despair, but of disbelief, of sacred caution, as if speaking too loudly might wake a terrible dream.

We were not prisoners anymore.

We were travelers.

We passed through villages where strangers stared, unsure whether we were ghosts or miracles. A few gave us food. One old woman gave a boy her sandals.

Some closed their doors, frightened by the sight of so many scarred, silent faces.

But we did not stop. The woman walked ahead, leading us with nothing but will and memory. She knew the way.

She had prepared for this.

Even through her own suffering, she had never forgotten the path forward. Every ache in her step was a story of pain endured, and now repurposed into guidance.

When we reached the city, it was like nothing I'd seen.

The buildings were tall and bright. The people walked quickly and clean. But what stunned me most was the smell—baked bread, smoke from homes, perfume on passing strangers.

It smelled like life.

The woman took us to a large, crumbling house at the edge of the city. It was not much. The windows were cracked, the roof patched with cloth.

But it was shelter.

And it was ours.

The next days were strange.

We were no longer slaves—but we were not yet whole.

Some cried at night from the weight of it all. Others laughed too loudly, too suddenly, drunk on the air of possibility.

The woman spoke with city folk, pleaded with shopkeepers and craftsmen. She traded skills for coins, stories for shelter. She was tireless.

She found a place where the children could learn.

She found work for the strong.

She gave the weak rest.

Bit by bit, brick by brick, she began to stitch us back into something resembling life.

And I… I began to write.

At first, only in my head. Then with charcoal and scraps of cloth.

I needed to remember. To bear witness. Because though we had walked away from the Butcher's walls, the scars were not gone. They lived beneath our skin, in the trembling of hands, the flinch at sudden sounds.

But those same scars also burned with something else now.

Fire.

Resolve.

We were no longer waiting to be saved. We had walked into the world and claimed something no one thought we could:

Freedom.

The city greeted us not with open arms, but with narrow eyes.

We had come from the depths of torment—burning fields, broken backs, chains that bit deep into flesh—and still, the weight we carried was not visible to those who passed us by on the streets. They saw only our skin. To them, we were not survivors. We were intruders.

The woman who had led us to freedom—her name was still unknown to most of us, yet her presence echoed like salvation—still in the house cramped and broken, walls cracking like the voices of those who slept inside, but it was ours. No chains, no guards, no Butcher. Just the noise of the streets and the distant hum of a world that had long since forgotten us.

I remember the first time I went to the market. I had nothing to trade but offered my strength to carry goods, sweep stalls, clean fish guts—anything to earn a crumb. The shopkeeper, an old man with skin pale as boiled yam, narrowed his eyes at me.

"You don't belong here," he spat.

I said nothing. Just looked at his hands—clean, unscarred—and wondered if he could ever understand what it meant to wake up screaming with memories of fire and whips.

Some of us tried to learn the city's ways. We offered help, tried to smile, bowed low even when it broke our pride. But the looks remained. The whispers. The children pulling away from us like we were filth.

One day, Aberta, a woman whose spirit had once sung louder than birds, returned to the house with blood on her face. She had gone to ask for work sewing garments—her hands had once woven patterns so fine, they were gifts for chiefs. But the tailor had slapped her and called her a "jungle thing."

She cried that night. Not from the pain, but because she realized that freedom did not mean welcome.

Still, we tried.

The woman who saved us never stopped moving. She met with city leaders, pleaded for our rights, she had wealth and power but she wanted to teach us independence and survival despite the fact that her skin color was different from ours. She taught us to read signs, count coins, understand contracts. She told us that change was slow but possible.

But sometimes, when she thought we were not looking, she would sit in the corner, her eyes heavy with things she could never say aloud. I saw it—how the fire in her chest had dimmed to a flicker, yet she fought to keep it alive.

We built new lives with our bare hands. Every brick, every pot, every garden sprout was a testament to our survival. We sang again, though our songs were slow and mournful. We danced again, though our feet still bore the ache of fields that once drank our sweat.

But at night… at night the city grew cold. And even in our freedom, we clung to each other, whispering our stories so that they would not be forgotten.

And I—I, Adewale—began to understand something cruel and true:

Slavery had not just scarred our bodies. It had bled into the soil, into the walls of cities, into the eyes of those who saw our skin and recoiled.

The chains had changed shape. But they had not vanished.

Freedom was supposed to feel lighter.

But the weight did not leave us.

We had escaped the Butcher's grip, yes. No more waking to the crack of a whip. No more punishments for breathing too loud, no more forced silence while others screamed. But somehow, even here—in this city of stone buildings and smooth roads—we still carried the weight of captivity in our bones.

I could feel it in my sleep. I would wake up with my hands clenched, nails digging into my palms, heart pounding as if the Butcher's footsteps still echoed behind me.

And I was not alone.

We all bore it. Like invisible scars. Like smoke that followed us even after the fire had died.

Some of us tried to speak of it. We gathered in the evenings, sat around small fires in the narrow alley behind the house the woman had given us, and told stories. Not of what happened—we were still too raw for that—but of who we used to be. We reminded each other that we had once been farmers, drummers, midwives, traders. That our names had meant something. That we were not born into chains.

But even our stories began to feel like dreams, slipping through fingers too calloused to hold hope.

The city was not made for people like us.

They watched us in silence when we walked down their roads, when we tried to trade, when we laughed too loud or wore our native cloth. One of the children, a boy named Tobi who had survived more than any child should, was beaten by older city boys for simply walking into their part of town.

"Go back to where you came from," they hissed.

And where was that? We didn't even know anymore. The village was ash. Our lands, lost. Our gods? Silent. We were like driftwood—floating, broken, directionless.

The woman tried. She fought for us like a lioness with wounded cubs. She argued in courtrooms where they spoke in a language we still struggled to understand. She pressed coins into our palms and said, "Buy books, not bread. Knowledge will free you more than your hunger ever will."

Some listened. Some didn't. Some were too tired to care.

One of us, Okoro—who had once been strong enough to carry two men on his shoulders—took his own life in the river. He left a note written in trembling letters: "I survived hell to live in silence. I am tired of both."

We buried him quietly. No city priest came. Just us, and the woman. She wept, but said no words. Maybe there were none left to say.

It was during these nights—when the fire was low and the silence thick—that I started to feel something stirring in me.

Not hatred. Not even anger.

A question.

Is this all freedom will ever be?

Because if it was, then what had we fought for?

We still flinched at loud noises. We still avoided white eyes. We still held our breath in public and apologized when we were the ones pushed. We were free. And yet, the world still moved as though we were not meant to exist.

And I, Adewale, began to wonder if the chains could be broken only by flame.

Not just the flame of rebellion. But the fire of truth. Of remembering. Of speaking our pain out loud, even if the world closed its ears.

We had escaped a man.

But we had not escaped the world that made men like him.

The city called us "the freed ones." While some mocked the woman for being with the likes of us despite her wealth but the woman was down to earth and I will never forget the kindness she showed us.

"The freed one's", A name spoken with strange tones—sometimes with pity, sometimes disdain, sometimes with a curiosity that stung more than silence. But to us, it was another cage, gilded in the illusion of dignity.

Because we were not truly free. Not yet.

Not when every door closed just as we reached it. Not when whispers followed us like shadows. Not when merchants raised their prices as soon as they saw our skin, or when city guards stopped us for no reason but to inspect "our papers."

A boy named Kweku tried to apprentice as a carpenter. He had hands like magic, could carve a bird from nothing but scrap wood. But when the master saw the scars on Kweku's back—long, dark trails that told the story of Butcher's lash—he shook his head.

"No ghosts in my shop," he said.

Ghosts. That's what we were to them. Not people. Ghosts of a past they didn't want to see. Proof of a horror their city had allowed.

And yet, even in that place of silent knives, some of us still tried to build something. Anything.

The woman helped us take on new names—names that the city might respect. Names that didn't carry the accent of our past. She said, "If they will not let you in as yourselves, then walk through the door as something they understand. Once inside, show them who you truly are."

Some refused including I. They clung to their old names like lifelines. Others accepted the change, bitterly. But all of us knew—we were not the ones who needed to change.

It was the world.

And the world wasn't ready.

Adewale. That was still my name. I did not let it go. I could not. For my mother had whispered it into my ear the day I was born. And I would rather be broken a thousand times than let the name she gave me be buried under the names of those who chained us.

I remember one day, I stood with the woman at the edge of the city square. A man—white-skinned, dressed in fine coats—was speaking to a crowd.

He said, "Slavery is over. The matter is finished. These people must now learn to contribute to society instead of begging for sympathy."

The crowd nodded. They clapped.

The woman did not.

And neither did I.

Instead, she took my hand, and we turned away.

That night, she gathered us all together. Every soul that had escaped the Butcher's chains. We sat in a circle, in the cold yard behind her home. The stars above us, the earth beneath us.

She said, "They want us to forget. They want us to smile and pretend we were never broken. But I say, let us remember. Let us carry our wounds not as shame, but as warnings."

We lit candles, one for each name that had been lost to chains.

We sang. Softly at first. Then louder. Until our voices rose into the sky, ragged and imperfect, but alive.

That was the night I began to understand something deeper than freedom.

Survival is not the end. Telling our story is.

And so I write this. I speak it now—because they tried to silence us. Because many still try. But as long as my voice lives, so do the ones we lost. So do the mothers, the sons, the warriors and the healers, the drummers and dancers. They live in these words.

And they will never be erased.

Some days, I looked into their eyes—those who had survived—and saw only silence.

Not peace. Not rest. But a silence so deep it echoed.

The silence of people who had learned to carry pain in their bones.

To wear it like skin.

We were free by name, but the world outside still had bars we could not see—bars built from fear, hatred, and greed.

And when we walked through the streets of that city, hand in hand or head held high, we were still watched as if we might take something that never belonged to us.

But what did they know of what was taken from us?

Each morning, before the sun stretched its arms across the rooftops, we gathered in the woman's courtyard.

There, we trained—not in secret, but not with noise either.

We learned to walk again with pride. To speak in the language they tried to crush.

To dance the steps of our ancestors.

To remember what it meant to be whole, even when the world still wanted to see us broken.

One boy—Obasi—asked me, "Why do we still learn to fight when we are no longer at war?"

I looked at his hands, still healing from the lash. I looked at the city beyond the walls.

"Because we are not free from what they believe about us," I said. "And one day, the world will try to take us again. When it does, we must be ready—not just with fists, but with minds sharper than blades."

The woman smiled when I said that. She'd been watching us quietly.

"You have fire beneath your feet, Adewale," she told me. "Don't let it burn you. Let it light your path."

I never forgot those words.

But not all of us could hold on so tightly.

One night, a man named Tembo left the compound. He was older, maybe forty, and he had once been a teacher before the chains.

We found his body the next morning by the river. No bruises. No wounds. Just stillness.

The healer said his heart had simply stopped.

But I think it was the weight of memory.

We wept. The city didn't.

They buried him in a small patch of land outside the walls, no marker, no name.

But we remembered.

We painted his name across the walls in the courtyard.

"He lived. He taught. He mattered."

Even the little ones whispered it each morning. They didn't understand fully, but they felt it.

And in that sorrow, we became stronger.

Because we had seen death. And we had chosen life—not just to breathe, but to build.

The woman began teaching us how to read their books.

She said, "They kept knowledge from you because it is the greatest weapon. We will sharpen it."

Some of the elders laughed at first, unsure. But soon, they gathered each evening like children again, mouths moving, eyes burning with new hunger.

And the city?

It watched.

Some feared us.

Some cursed the woman behind closed doors.

But others... others began to listen. A few came to the courtyard not to stare, but to learn.

We were planting seeds, even in soil that spat at our touch.

The woman often walked alone at night, thinking. She would stare at the stars for hours.

Sometimes We wondered if she saw something we didn't.

But we never asked.

Because whatever she saw gave her the strength to keep going.

And we needed her strength.

We all did

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