Although two years have passed, every time I look at the information on my ID card, I still feel like vomiting blood and howling at the sky.
She is now called Qu Yunhe, and her gender is...female, now 25 years old. Her fate is quite rough. Her parents died in an accident when she was in junior high school, and she was taken in and raised by her kind cousin. After she was admitted to a university in Taipei at the age of 18, she moved out of her relatives' house and went north to live independently. The insurance money and inheritance left by her parents were just enough for her to buy a second-hand small apartment in the outer area of Taipei to settle down, without having to bear the mortgage and live frugally. The money left after buying the house was enough to finish college, but if she wanted to pay attention to the quality of life, forget it.
The small apartment she bought with two bedrooms and a living room was so empty inside that it was difficult to show it to others; the few old and simple furniture were all unwanted by the previous owner, so she made do with them. The small apartment is not large in size, but it still looks very empty because there is not enough furniture to fill it.
Qu Yunhe used to be a very lonely girl who was not good at getting along with others. She had no passion for life and was full of uncertainty about the future. She was quiet and withdrawn, always making herself feel invisible in the crowd. So after four years of college, most of her classmates could hardly call out her name. Even the class representative had to think for a while before remembering who she was. Two
years ago, she graduated from college and went to attend a teacher's farewell banquet. She sat alone in a corner quietly. Following the booing of her classmates, she drank obediently when her classmates said cheers. Even if she only drank beer, she got drunk quickly. Without saying hello to her classmates, she quietly left the restaurant.
I don't know if she was too drunk to notice the traffic sign, or if the driver drove illegally. In short, she had a serious car accident and was hit far away. When she was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, she had multiple fractures and was in a coma for a week. She once lost signs of life. The hospital had issued a critical illness notice twice. However, she finally woke up with difficulty... But the one who woke up was no longer the original Qu Yunhe.
The current Qu Yunhe used to have a name, Fenghe.
The Feng He who had died long ago.
When Feng He woke up for the first time, he felt pain all over his body, but he thought he was still Feng He. He just didn't know how long he had been in a coma this time. He always felt that his eyelids were so dry and sore, and he couldn't lift them up no matter what. It was as heavy as a huge rock.
When he finally opened his eyes a crack, he habitually searched for the slender figure who must be watching by the bed, but he was disappointed. He saw nothing, only some cold instruments entered his sight.
Lou Ran... How could he not be there?
He didn't really sleep for a century, and Lou Ran died of old age, right?
Even if so, at least put a portrait of him on the bedside table so that he could look at it...
With this joking thought in his mind, he fell into a deep sleep again involuntarily...
Then, three days passed, and when he was fully awake, he found that although he was in the same hospital, it was no longer a five-star VIP ward like a big hotel, but a general intensive care unit; the doctors and nurses he saw were not the same people as before. The most horrible news that shocked him to the point of almost fainting was that he was no longer Feng He, or even a man.
He became her, from Feng He to Qu Yun He.
Could this... be the legendary reincarnation?
At that time, Feng He could only think so much. The consequences of the car accident left him no time to think too much - including mourning his lost gender.
During a year of rehabilitation, he struggled up and down in the severe pain, with multiple fractures and headaches that could not be found, so he could not have too much time to be awake.
But it was during that coma that he experienced the 23 years of life in this female body in his dream, as if he was watching a movie; he saw everything in the girl's body with her eyes. He was clearly a bystander, but he was immersed in it. At
the end of the dream, the girl had a car accident, indicating that the girl's life movie was about to end.
At the moment of the car accident, the girl turned into a faint white shadow, floating up from the top of her head, with only a thread-like connection to her body, and followed the body that had the car accident to the hospital.
That year, that day, that moment, August 10, 2010, is the day commonly known as the first day of the seventh lunar month when the gates of hell open.
At 9:09 pm, when the girl was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, her heartbeat stopped for a while, but it started beating weakly again forty seconds later.
At the same time, in the same hospital, in a different ward, a man named Feng He was declared dead at 9:09, and his heartbeat was gone forever.
Feng He was horrified to see himself turn into a white smoke-like gas, floating out of the skeleton-like sick body. The smoke-like substance that should have dissipated was surrounded by a golden halo, and he involuntarily floated away from the girl, confusedly merging with the girl in the golden light, being taken away all the way, and then separated from her. Then a sense of weightlessness made him feel like he was falling, and he was not falling into the abyss, but into the girl's body.
As soon as he fell in, he felt that he was bound by something, and he felt that he couldn't move...
The girl was floating above him, and her expressionless face was actually curled up into a smile. She raised her hand and waved to him, as if saying goodbye; then, she put her hands together, and between her hands, a golden and warm light reappeared, and the light became brighter and brighter, illuminating the originally dark surroundings; in the light, countless Tibetan Buddhist characters flashed... Fenghe opened his mouth wide and suddenly found that the string of beads in the girl's hand was the string of Buddhist beads that Lou Ran brought back from Tibet? How could it be in her hand? The Buddhist
beads all turned into a halo, forming a door; at the other end of the door, a middle-aged couple stood, stretched out their hands to the girl, and the girl immediately pounced on the middle-aged couple... All memories stopped here, and the picture fell into darkness.
This dream lasted for a year, and it was played intermittently when he was in a coma.
When it finally ended, the doctor just announced that he could be discharged from the hospital, and he only needed to come every week for rehabilitation in the future.
Standing at the gate of the hospital, Feng He, now Miss Qu Yun He, looked at the setting sun, feeling as if he was in another world. Everything was so unreal and full of fantasy.
The dream that was played out every day, the feeling of empathy, almost made him forget the fact that he was once called Feng He.
Now, his body has recovered, and even those ugly scars have been repaired by experts specializing in medical restoration and beauty under the strong advice of the doctor to make them no longer so hideous; if you don't look closely, you can't find that his body used to be like a rag doll, full of traces of patching.
In fact, men don't care whether they have scars or not? But others do! And now as a girl, it seems that you shouldn't mind it; at least, it is basic morality to take care of this body as much as possible?
Feng He spent a year in the hospital to treat his body and receive the memory of this body. He didn't collapse because of the pain, but he almost went insane because of the dream. After all, all this is too bizarre. He didn't know whether this strange experience was true or not, and no one could explain it to him. It would always be an unsolved mystery.
After finally getting through it, his body had recovered, his memory had been sorted out, and he accepted the fact that he was no longer Feng He, but Qu Yun He. But the reality came up again - he had to identify with his female body, just as he had to accept that he was no longer Feng He, but Qu Yun He.
After gender and identity recognition, she still had to face the fact that she was about to be penniless and unemployed. Qu Yunhe had just stepped out of college when she had a car accident. All her savings were given to the hospital for medical expenses. Thanks to her insurance and the National Health Insurance, she was able to receive treatment with peace of mind for the past year without having to sell her house and go bankrupt. After being discharged from the hospital, she could only sleep in the park...
Fenghe had lived for 28 years and had never experienced such an embarrassing situation. When he was discharged from the hospital, he had less than 20,000 yuan in cash in his passbook, in addition to a small apartment.
She had to go to work to make money, extremely urgently. But he had been ill for three years before, and he was ill for another year after becoming Qu Yunhe. It can be said that she is not sure what she can do now. She has been out of touch with this society for too long.
Fortunately, her caring attending physician knew her situation very well. She was afraid that she would work so hard after just recovering and ruin her health. So she opened a back door and let her enter the hospital as a clerk, doing some simple typing and filing work. Although the salary was not high, the advantage was that the work was simple and not tiring, and it was convenient to return for consultations...
Then, almost a year passed like this until now.
Her body has completely recovered and she no longer needs to return for observation every week. Moreover, she has completely accepted her current appearance and no longer thinks that she used to be a high-spirited man, but an ordinary little woman who is busy with daily necessities.
He used to buy anything he liked and took it. How could he care whether it was a famous brand or the price? Now, she still can't help but do whatever she wants when shopping, but at least she has learned to choose the place. This kind of courage will only be shown in places like hypermarkets, and she will never dare to do the same in department stores. The consequences and credit card debts are not easy to bear. Those who have learned the lesson know it...
Of course, even if she becomes a woman, the former Fenghe, now Qu Yunhe, can't plan to be a document processor in the hospital for life. He used this year to re-adapt to this world that has been out of touch for more than four years, and think about his future.
Qu Yunhe studied Chinese in college. Given her introverted and lonely personality, she thought that after graduation she could become an online writer, staying at home all day, and preferably not interacting with the outside world; if she couldn't become a writer, she could go to a daycare center or kindergarten to be a teacher, teaching composition or something. She doesn't have too much ambition, and her material desires are not high. She just needs to earn enough money to make ends meet. She has no plans or expectations for the future, and she just muddles along.
But the new resident in "Qu Yunhe" can't stand living in a muddle. Every man has ambitions and wants to achieve a career in a certain field to prove himself. If he were a mediocre person, he would just daydream, but he is Fenghe! It was Feng He who had always won first place, scholarships, and all honors since childhood! He was smart and excellent, and his ideal was to give full play to his abilities and see how far he could go.
The "Gao Feng Trading" he co-founded with his best friend before his death has now developed into a large enterprise, integrating all the industries of the Lou family and forming the Gao Feng Group. This high-quality large company that makes so much money that makes people jealous had a great contribution in its early days.
Unfortunately, the famous Gao Feng Group has nothing to do with her and the Feng family.
When he was dying, he transferred all the shares on hand to Lou Ran, allowing Lou Ran to gain full control of the company; Lou Ran paid him a large sum of money and helped to remit the money to his mother who married to Canada and his father who immigrated to Indonesia. This was done completely just to provide a good growth environment for Lou Ran and the "Gao Feng" they personally managed.
Feng He never doubted the possibility that Gao Feng, a small company, could develop into a leader in the business world in the next 30 years. Even without Feng He, the military advisor, Lou Ran could defeat all the opponents standing in his way by himself. Because he believed that Gao Feng had a promising future, he sold all his shares to avoid the interference of the Feng family after the company made brilliant achievements.
His father, the Feng family who lived in Indonesia, was a shrewd and difficult businessman. He didn't care about small profits, but he would never miss big profits.
Feng He has always been proud of his accurate vision. Look at how beautiful his hand was back then, and how much trouble he saved for Lou Ran! In just two years, the company has developed to this point, and the achievements are as fast as a rocket. If Lou Ran didn't hold all the shares, who knows what would happen now.
As close friends, they have given each other the most sincere feelings and the most meticulous consideration.
Unfortunately, their friendship ended because of his death.
When a person dies, it is like a light going out, and the past is over.
What can be done now is to live in the present and be a good Qu Yunhe.
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"I was originally planning to sell this house, but the housing market is not very good now. If I sell it in a hurry, I can't get the ideal price, so I'm going to use the house as collateral for a mortgage. There are 5 million in this passbook, you can take it back first for emergency. Although we can't completely solve my uncle's debt, we must let the creditors know that we are sincere in solving the debt. We can't let the debt collection company come to our door all day long, not to mention that my uncle is still sick."
"Sister, I can't take your money. You know my family is bankrupt now. Even if I work for a lifetime without eating or drinking, I may not be able to pay off the family's debts, let alone pay you back." Qu Xiuying didn't dare to take the passbook that was stuffed into her hands. She tried to shrink into the sofa and shook her head vigorously.
Qu Xiuying is Qu Yunhe's cousin. Their great-grandfathers are brothers, and their blood relationship is a bit distant; but Qu Xiuying's father was the only one who helped Qu Yunhe when her parents died and raised her until she was eighteen years old.
Qu Xiuying's father, Qu Jianan, was originally the owner of a small or medium-sized enterprise. His family was well-off. Although he did not have much contact with Qu Yunhe's father, he adopted Qu Yunhe as a relative within his ability. After all, it was just an extra pair of chopsticks. Although he was not a kind person, he could not watch an orphan girl being bullied because she had no adults to support her. After Qu Yunhe came of age, he returned all the inheritance left by her parents to her, which was considered to be fulfilling the responsibility of an elder.
It's unpredictable. Who would have thought that my uncle, who had been doing a pretty stable business, would be affected by the US credit storm and become a victim of this wave of global recession. His company went bankrupt, he was entangled in lawsuits, and he was in debt...
"Xiuying, I gave you this money without asking you to pay it back, so you don't have to worry about not being able to pay it back." Qu Yunhe, regardless of her cousin's shaking head, firmly stuffed the passbook and seal into her cousin's bag and pressed down the bag to prevent her from taking it out.
Although she is a woman, Qu Yunhe is really not used to the style of procrastination; when she makes up her mind to do something, others' opposition is absolutely useless. Since you have to accept your fate sooner or later, save the time to push and pull. No matter how much time you have, it is not worth wasting like this.
"Sister! I can't use your money. You're not having a good time either. I didn't even know you had a car accident two years ago. You were all alone in Taipei with no one to take care of you--"
"At that time, I didn't know my uncle's company had closed down. We were all busy with our own things, and there was nothing much to say. Besides, I seldom contacted you after I was admitted to university. It's my fault. If I hadn't met you by accident this time, I wouldn't have known such a big thing happened at home." Since she had accepted everything from Qu Yunhe, she had to repay the kindness she had received to the best of her ability.
Qu Xiuying looked at her cousin with tears in her eyes, and finally couldn't help crying. "Sister... thank you..."
In the past two or three years, due to the poor management of the company, her father had to adjust his positions everywhere. The relatives and friends who always flattered her fled far away, avoiding her and her father like the plague. Qu Xiuying has seen the warmth and coldness of human nature in these years. Crying is useless, tears are useless, people can only rely on themselves! She swore that she would never ask for help again in this life!
So, when she met her cousin who she hadn't seen for many years while working, and was brought to this small apartment to live with her the next day, and a large sum of 5 million was given to her, Qu Xiuying finally couldn't help crying.