In this state of limbo I lie awake
All of my experience, I hope its fake
A life full of only desires , to make
The idea of a failure to break
While my negligence binds me like a snake
The cycle that started with a grave mistake
In my fall, everything that I had to forsake
While I work for everything to change
I have this particular feeling , that's strange
This feeling fills my head with doubts
Making everything as dry as a drought
Leaving me nothing to think about
While I cry in this state begging myself to come out
This constant struggle within me
A scream of agony ,an ocean or sea
While I don't know how to swim or to flea
But the hope somehow seems to disagree
I pay my dues with the burning pain as the fee
I have to keep myself hidden as a guarantee
But maybe your presence can make me see
Could you help me , make me free ?
Free from all the dreadful nights and pain
Away from this constant struggles of the sane
Or are you one of them , all the same
Riddling me with the reasons that are lame
While I grow hungry for attention and fame
We all play these dirty little game
Some of us run and change their name
But is our struggle really that pure
Are we really trying to change or just to lure
Maybe we are just taking a detour
And ask ourselves if happiness is the only cure