(SOPHIA'S POV)
It's a Saturday morning and I am exhausted , last night was beautiful, I haven't felt like I did in a very long time , Williams and I barely had sex , he only dis flowered me and hardly touched me , I wanted to have sex with him but he would always ignore me , I feel so shy doing this Damon , I'm five years older than him and he's teaching me these things , I watched as he slept next to me , he's more handsome while sleeping , In as much as I like this feeling , his touch , his kiss , the sex , it made me feel alive but doing this with Damon is completely wrong , he's every ladies dream but I'm afraid I'll have to stop it here , it was fun while it lasted , I stood up gently from the bed so I won't wake him up but he turned around and hugged me from behind , good morning princess he said , princess?, is that my pet name now I said in my mind, good morning , I stood up and went to the bathroom to shower, I put on the shower and I was about to grab my hair wash , Damon walked in naked , i couldn't gather the courage to stop him from entering instead I wanted him to walk faster , to touch me and bend me over under this shower , he joined me under the shower and grabbed my hair wash , he washed my hair and wanted to bath me , Damon is so sweet , no man has treated me like this before , it would have been better if he were older or about the same age range as me , I leaned in for a kiss , it's a passionate kiss , Damon started doing things to me , he soaked on my nipple for so long while he put two of his fingers inside me, thrusting in and out , Damon was making me feel so alive , I've never felt this way before , I want all of this , I stopped him and asked him to have sex with me , in here baby , he asked while kissing in between my breast , yes I managed to say while letting out low moans , say please daddy , beg me to fuck you , Damon said , please daddy , please I said but Damon was still teasing me with his fingers in my clitoris , please daddy , I saw him smirk and he bent me over in a doggy position , he put his dick inside of me from behind and he went in and out so fast , I felt alive , my leg was shaking and I moaned out loud begging him to stop but I wanted more of it , Damon and I tried so many sex positions in the bathroom until we got tired , showered and came out of the bathroom , we got dressed and I kept staring at Damon , I'm slowly falling in love with him and the earlier I get rid of this feeling , the better for me , we walked downstairs and I bid him goodbye , he leaned in for a kiss and I pecked him in his lips smiling , I want to end this but I don't know how , the weekend was a long one as I kept thinking of ways to end this situation with Damon , first off , he's my personal assistant , secondly, he's younger than I am so it just won't work out , I told myself , it can work out if you really want it to , another voice said to me in my head , I shook my head confused and came to a conclusion that I will be strict with Damon from Monday , I got a text from him an hour later asking what I'm up to , something in me told me to reply him but I couldn't , I have to be professional with him now. I started preparing to have dinner with my dad , I got dressed in a purple dress and a silver bag and a heels from the smiths collection and headed to my dad's house , his house isn't far from mine , I wanted it that way, I moved out when I was 24 and ever since then I've been living alone , I got to my dad's house and he welcomed me as usual with the widest smile , hi princess , hello dad , I said hugging him , I sat at his dining table and he joined me minutes after he ended this important call he was on, the cooks brought our food and we dived in , Sophie , isn't it high time you introduced him to me , who dad I asked , him , I mean the man you were with last night , I almost choked on my food after hearing what my dad said , how do you know that dad , because I'm your dad he replied , I know he slept over , are you guys serious , are you dating to marry?, you know you are going to be 30 soon , I had you when I was 30 and your mum was 26 then, I want grandkids now princess , when are you giving them to me , dad I said wit a serious look , when the time is right dad, I'm sure he hired a body guard again after I warned him so many times not to , but my dad will always be my dad , we finished dinner and I updated him about some changes in the company, the increase in sales, new deals that were signed and my dad was more than proud of me . I left my dad's house, got home and retired for the day .
I woke up by 7 on a Monday morning and got ready for work , suzzy dropped me off at work as usual and I went into my office , I got to work immediately and I heard a knock on my door , I raised my head up to see who it is and it is Damon, good morning princess , he said, good morning Damon i replied , we are in the office , be professional pls , okay but are we going to pretend like nothing happened between us , Damon asked , yes Damon , that shouldn't have happened , you're my personal assistant and nothing more so please let's forget about what happened between us , oh is that why you've been ignoring me Damon said , you didn't reply my texts all through the weekend he said while he walked towards me , oh no , I don't want him this close to me , Damon please I don't want this , let's just keep a strict relationship of a boss and an employee please , and what if I don't want that Damon asked , raising my head up to his face leaning for a kiss , I couldn't resist him , I fought so hard to turn him down but I couldn't , I leaned forward and kissed him wanting more but he pulled out of the kiss, are you sure you don't want this , Damon asked , your actions are saying otherwise , look Damon , I'm sorry I don't want this please let's keep to a professional relationship henceforth , I saw hurt in his eyes as he moved away from me , okay princess he said and left my office . Damon and I kept to our promise of keeping a boss and employee relationship , he is diligent and efficient in his work , he never talked about the romantic time we spent even if I lowkey want him to , I am dying to be in his arms again but I brought this upon my self , I pushed him away even if he didn't want to , I miss him , it's been weeks since I told him to act professional and that's exactly what he has been doing , how do I tell him to come back to me , I want that sweet Damon once again , Damon has opened the sexual part of me , I spend most of my free time watching porn , fantasizing being with Damon again , now compared to the dicks I see on this porn sites , Damon is very huge , I miss how he made me feel , I want him inside of me but I'm not going back on my word .
I was less busy and it is a boring Friday afternoon so I brought out my laptop and went through some porn sites , I was lost in the videos , watching and learning the different styles , I heard a knock on the door and I immediately covered my laptop scared of been caught , you don't need to be scared , I won't tell anyone Damon said , what are you talking about I asked , but you know why do you need to watch porn when you have me , huh, Damon said , I was preparing a presentation , I wasn't watching porn , that's a big lie Damon said , I could put you all of that position , you know right , I know right , I said , no I'm not supposed to say that , what happened to been professional, I said In my mind , what do you want Damon , you have a meeting in 30 minutes time , I've come to remind you about that , he replied, okay thanks , you can leave now , Damon has awaken this sexual urge within me , ever since that night , I've never been the same , I want to be with him but I can't , there are so many factors against us but does he want to be with me too , I mean I feel like he's a playboy, he has all the time to play around but I don't , I'll be 30 in two weeks time , I should start dating for marriage and I doubt that's one of his plans , I stood up still thinking of the possibility of been with Damon and headed to my meeting.This meeting is an important one , we have to design our new bag collection , it will be launching in two months time and we need to hurry with the designs, we got to work immediately and the head of the design department started the presentation, she showed different designs but this one caught my attention , it's a bag in firm of a shoe , with a leopard skin design, it's really nice , isn't it i turned to seek approval drink Damon only to find him winking at a lady from the design department, really , I said to myself , I hurried the meeting as I was really angry with Damon, why would he be doing that in a meeting especially when I'm there and after what we did together , what we shared , now he's doing this right under my nose , well I'm not surprised , I've always knew he's a play boy, the meeting ended and I barged out and walked straight to my office , few minutes later Damon walked into my office , what was that for he asked , what was what for I replied boiling in anger , you were flirting with a lady right under my nose and you want me to stay cool, common Sophie it's nothing serious , she kept flirting with me and I did was wink at her nothing much , it doesn't mean I'm flirting with her too or I want to have something to do with her no,jokes on you Damon , I replied, why are you getting all worked up, Sophie you literally said you want a professional relationship , I'm doing just that so what exactly is the problem , Damon replied clearly angry , you know you need calm down, you're taking things too hard , life is too short to be this serious , he barged out of my office after saying that , I was speechless , did he just shout at me , I stood up from my chair and headed home , what an annoying day it is .