If anyone asked me what happened after I said such ridiculous things, I'd honestly say, 'I don't know' because I didn't want things to her awkward or get asked further questions that would tempt me to spill my true feelings so I laid on the bed right away and closed my eyes, going to sleep right away.
The other two did not say anything more and let me be.
I did feel them snuggling at both my sides so I was sure I was still in their good books.
Just what the hell did I think I was going to say?
'Oh, I hate the thought of childbearing. I never want to try it since it'll hurt like hell. I don't want to give birth and the thought never crossed my mind.' How would they react if I boldly said something like that?
I wasn't ready to find out so I let it die there.
The next morning when I woke up, I found myself alone on the bed. My legs were spread wide and so were my arms.
