The world of souls

My name is Rahaf, I'm 17 years old, and I live in Tokyo. I have a sister who is two years older than me, named Ron. I was completely different from my sister. I'm calm, kind, and cultured. I love books of all kinds, but I don't trust people easily. However, everyone hates me and holds a grudge against me because of my high culture and my lack of knowledge about everything. When I'm with someone, I research it, even though I don't mean to. Because of this, I don't have friends like the rest of us at school. I talked about myself, but my family. My mom prefers my sister to me a lot. My father passed away about a year ago. My sister Ron's personality is completely the opposite of mine. She trusts everyone and has many friends. Honestly, every day that passes, I hate myself more and I hate life more. I wish I could go to the place where my father lived because he was the only one who truly loved me. I decided to go to my grandfather's house, but in a different city than ours, so I'll go there by train. But I didn't tell my mom. If I told her, she'd refuse because she wouldn't let me go out except for school. I left my house and headed to the train station. When I arrived, it was open, but there were only a few people there. I was very scared. I booked a ticket and got on a train. There were only two old men and a few girls. The problem was that there wasn't even a sound. The sound I heard since my arrival was the sound of the train moving. Suddenly, I fell asleep and dreamt that I was wearing a beautiful dress. I looked very beautiful. I felt like I was in the Victorian era. Someone entered, gently held my hand, and kissed me on the cheek. He said, "The day we have been waiting for has come." But his features were not clear. I felt extremely happy. I had never felt such happiness before. I started crying from the joy of this day. I woke up and opened my eyes. The sun had risen, and I was not on a train. I found myself sleeping on green grass and the sky was very clear and beautiful. The place was like a painting. I was in such shock that I couldn't understand anything. How, how was I not on a train? How did I get here? I looked at the watch on my hand and found it wasn't working. I stood up and looked around. I didn't find anything. I didn't know where to go.