trying to survive as the trash noble of the novel

A nightmare that was boundless that would not end. My Mother always said the biggest burden to oneself is keeping their thoughts to themselves, not expressing it barring them alone and putting others ahead of themselves keeping others at a distance. I never bothered to listen until she met her unexpected demise in a car accident. I was selfish, always staying in my room. I lived a small life in a remote town so reading long overdue novels or playing games was my go to. Nevertheless I stopped helping my mother. After reading the novel mostly about the MC being overpowered, nearly defeating every villain with an enormous harem, eventually I got bored and fell asleep in the cold dark room. That's when it happened. I opened my eyes to see a maid sprawled out on the cold dark brown wood floor asking me to not hit her. What are you talking about? I ask.The maid with silver hair like gunmetal abruptly side eyes me with her abnormal big red eyes. Rubbing my eyes till I got an eyesore asking myself I swear I was just in my room. I thought looking at my surroundings was a big room with royal gold curtains and if I didn't know any better a king's size bed wow! wait she looks familiar. I questioned myself to rack my brain of anything there was nothing coming to mind. But before I could overthink oh sorry I backed away "are you okay young master" taken aback young master who me? Before I start overthinking again I told her that I wouldn't hit her "what" I just don't feel like it. It felt as if my stomach felt pain. I ran to the large dimly lit bathroom taking a glimpse at the gigantic square mirror with a cold sweat running down my face. This can't be real! Looking at the skinny young teen with black hair and black eyes almost as if his eyes were really dissecting me sending my nerves skyrocketing staring at the reflection looking back at me don't tell me praying it was a dream i tap the pale face a few times my body trembling I was the vile talentless noble in the novel I was just reading.The ratchet noble who was conceived as useless. If this is right that means this is the beginning of the novel but what he did to one of the main heroines Amelia series but that already happened she even ended up killing him. Regulus rosefield he first appeared at the entrance exam but got horribly defeated by the protagonist before I could try remembering what happened in the novel a soft voice rang into my ears "are you okay young master regulus" then that must be iris cloverfield the maid hired to spy on julius but the maid did not harm him. Anyway according to the story except i'm not regulus im me as of right now.He also treated the servants horribly even abused iris as his so called "part time hobby"eventually iris later on decides leaving him would be best leading up to his unfortunate death early in the beginning of the story but as I am right now I definitely won't take down the formidable protagonist Ontario Reinhard at the exam or anyone in that manor but I'm not regulus I don't know why I got reincarnated here but in my past life my mother worked late night shifts tiring her a lot while I was in my room staying to myself I was a high schooler until i started skipping one day turned into a month a month turned into a year until i just dropped out i'm a useless and a worthless son but I got another chance I won't ruin it! "Are you okay young mast- just call me regulus. Prologue end