I remember that one day me and Bruce fighting over something where we said each other "die!!". I don't know where I learned it but my mom got so angry that she told my dad and even he got angry when he never did so. That day everything is reversed. I know we deserve to be scolded because we even went as far as grabbing our hair, scratching and punching each other. My dad who never got angry at us , made us kneel and put our hands high. He told us to not move until he say so. Whereas my mom who would scold us whenever we had little fights stood still worrying for us . I still won't forget that day that my father who I thought to be meek and goofy is actually quite scary when he gets angry and my mom who always gets angry and who worries for nothing is the most sensitive and emotional person.
After 10 mins my dad stopped giving his mouthful and told us to go to our rooms. On the other hand my mom was crying so much that she followed us to our room and hugged us where she started crying even more. Then my father came following her with a face full of regret and started hugging us and said he's sorry for doing that and told us to never do fight and said to not use bad words and made us promise him. All four of us hugged each other and even slept together that night. Probably because of that incident me and my brother never fought with each other to the extent of making them worried. I think we made a little promise to each other without actually saying it out.
Now.....I'm here, waiting to get my punishment from the so called "BROTHER" orders. First, the father felt pity on me that he gave ten whippings but since the brother is so loving towards others and is a rightful uptight person he couldn't help but give me forty more whippings.
Ha!! These people don't have an ounce of love towards their own family member. Can a father do this to his own daughter when he is supposed to give everything in the world to her ? Can his heart allow him to do this to his princess? Can a brother who is supposed to care and protect his loving , adorable sister do this?. And these people.....do none of them think that I (Thusia) don't deserve this.
I want to go to my family. A family where they're willing to let go of their interests, desires and wishes for their mother, father, daughter, son, sister,brother, wife and husband. Where will I ever get those precious people?.
I don't think I have to pray to the God since I going to die from this punishment. I'm sure of it. I'm going to die...Please let me die.....let me get away from this place...from these people... I hope to die...