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Chapter 20 - A Mask of Weakness

The day was an agonizing eternity.

Chase remained cloistered in his room, the sunlight a constant, oppressive weight. He feigned illness to avoid suspicion, skipping meals and classes.

The thirst gnawed at him, a constant, burning reminder of his new, monstrous nature.

He longed for the darkness, for the release it promised, but he also dreaded it, fearing what he might become.

As dusk painted the sky in shades of violet and grey, Chase finally dared to venture out. The academy was quieter now, the students either studying or already asleep. He moved through the corridors, his steps hesitant, his senses heightened.

He needed to see Alora, but he couldn't reveal the truth. Not yet.He reached her door and knocked softly, his heart pounding in his chest.Alora opened the door, her brow furrowed with concern. "Chase? What are you doing up? I thought you were feeling unwell."He forced a weak smile. "I'm feeling a little better," he lied. "I just… I wanted to talk to you."Alora stepped aside, allowing him to enter.

Her room was filled with the familiar scent of herbs and parchment. She gestured for him to sit, but he remained standing, pacing nervously."What's wrong, Chase?" she asked, her voice gentle. "You seem… agitated."He hesitated, struggling to find the right words. "I… I've been having trouble sleeping," he said finally.

"Ever since we went to the Library of Whispers. I keep having nightmares."Alora's expression softened. "The Library can have that effect on people," she said. "It's a place of immense power, and it can stir up things within us."

"I know," Chase said, his voice strained. "But these nightmares… they're different. They feel… real. Like something is trying to tell me something."He avoided her gaze, afraid that she would see the truth in his eyes. He couldn't tell her.

Not yet. He needed to understand what was happening to him before he could trust anyone."Tell me about them," Alora said, her voice encouraging.Chase hesitated, then began to describe the nightmares, carefully omitting any details that would reveal his vampirism.

He spoke of shadows, of whispers, of a feeling of overwhelming dread. He spoke of a hunger, but he described it as a hunger for knowledge, for understanding.Alora listened intently, her brow furrowed in concentration.

When he finished, she remained silent for a moment, her eyes searching his face."I think you're right," she said finally. "I think something is trying to reach you. The Library of Whispers is a gateway to other realms, to other dimensions.

It's possible that something… latched onto you while you were there."Chase's heart skipped a beat. Was she getting close to the truth? He forced himself to remain calm."What do you think I should do?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper."I think you need to protect yourself," Alora said. "I think you need to learn how to shield your mind from these influences.

I can teach you some basic mental defenses, some techniques to ward off unwanted intrusions."Chase nodded eagerly. "I would appreciate that," he said. "More than you know."Alora smiled. "Then let's begin," she said. "But first, you need to rest. You look exhausted. I'll brew you a calming tea, and then we can start tomorrow."Chase hesitated. He wanted to stay, to learn everything he could, but he knew he couldn't risk revealing his true nature.

The thirst was growing stronger, and he was afraid he wouldn't be able to control it."Thank you, Alora," he said. "But I should probably get back to my room. I don't want to keep you up."Alora frowned. "Are you sure? I don't mind."

"I'm sure," Chase said, forcing another weak smile. "I'll see you tomorrow."He turned and left, his heart heavy with guilt and fear. He was lying to her, deceiving her. But he didn't see any other way. He had to protect himself, to understand what was happening to him before he could trust anyone.

As he walked back to his room, the thirst intensified, driving him to the brink of madness. He knew he couldn't resist it for much longer. He needed to feed.He reached his room and locked the door, his hands trembling.

He looked around, his eyes searching for something, anything, to satisfy the burning hunger.He saw his potions textbook lying on his desk. He picked it up, his fingers tracing the title. He had always been fascinated by potions, by the power they held to heal and to harm.

An idea began to form in his mind, a desperate, dangerous idea. He knew it was risky, but he didn't see any other way. He would use his knowledge of potions to create a substitute for blood, something that would temporarily satiate his thirst and allow him to maintain his secret.He knew it was a long shot, but he had to try. His life, his humanity, depended on it. He gathered his ingredients, his hands shaking with a mixture of fear and determination.

He was a vampire now, a creature of the night. But he wouldn't let the darkness consume him. He would fight for his survival, for his freedom, and for the truth. And he would do it alone, in the shadows, until he was ready to reveal his secret to the world.

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