After my chaotic thoughts eventually come to an order, the vexation I feel when I lay my eyes on Mr Llevric's clothes goes away. Instead they help me make up my mind——Let's return everything that belongs to Mr Llevric, draw the boundaries between us, and never step across them ever since.
There, refusing to provide myself with excessive time to change my mind, I immediately pick up his clothes from my bed and straight step out of my chamber. Unfortunately, just by the moment I stand before Mr Llevric's door, I begin to feel the heavy pounding underneath my chest again…
No, this is not the time to hesitate, or there will never be an end… In order to soothe myself, I close my eyes and take a few deep breaths. In my head I tell myself——
