(Arata)
(NSFW Content Ahead)
I was slightly afraid that Azul might say no or would be offended that I slept with Karsten. But he was as understanding as ever.
Knowing what I needed, not pushing his opinion. Realising what I was going through.
Sometimes he appeared too good to be true but then I realised he acted the way others wanted him to.
He was an internet sensation, someone's persona to provide pleasure.
But did he have to listen to a random girl rant to him?
I highly doubted he did that with every girl he had slept with.
I waited rather impatiently for his call, knowing he must be preparing his setting as I had requested to watch him jerk live.
Getting up, I slumped on the comfy one-seater with my dolphin pillow clutched to my chest. My eyes wavered to the life-size aquarium, where fish peacefully swam.
How wonderfully calm and different life would have been, if I was born a fish. The idea put a smile on my face, the wild thoughts never left me alone.
