I fell to the floor, my wails growing louder. I couldn't help but recall all the beautiful memories I shared with Faelan, my heart felt like it was being squeezed inside my chest.
Where did it all go wrong?
No
Nothing was never wrong
We were fine
A nice happy dream couple
There's no way he would have been able to hide something so big
No
It's me
I didn't notice
I was just so blind to see it
To deeply in love with the need to escape my sour memories
"Oh my gosh"
I mouthed as I covered my face as thoughts crept into my head and whispered vile words
SowhatdidFaelanseeyouas, afunsidepiece?
A side piece...is that all he ever saw me as?
Wow imagine being fooled for a whole year!
It would have been two years if we hadn't had that fallout...so...if we hadn't...two years of constant lies and deceit.
The realizations of my situation made me tremble as more tears trailed down my face. The ground beneath me felt soft as I began to slowly sink.
I just need to sleep... get away from all these.
I lay down as I watched my surroundings go black, my eyes droopy and heavy. Although before I could fully close my eyes, I felt something thick yet thin wrap around my leg. Before I could process what was going on, I was yanked out of my slowly forming abyss
"What do you think you're doing?!"
A scared Dream pulled me into his arms
"When did you wake up?"
"There was a shift in the atmosphere and I felt your energy literally going into the ground" behind him a pale branch retracted into the ground
"..."
"Are you alright? Let's go home...today has been quite a day"
His filtered eyes were down turned in a sad look
"Will you tell me... everything, from the start...please"
Shame and guilt pooled in the tears that stained his eyelids as he nodded slowly
"Yeah...yeah I will"
I rose up and enveloped him in a tight hug. He reciprocated as if scared I would fall right back into the ground like I almost did earlier and I held him like he was all I had... because he really is all I have.
"Just don't attempt whatever the fuck that was" he mumbled into my shoulder
"I won't"
"You have to promise"
"I promise"
"Good"