[Awakening Calendar, Day 20]
[Pain Level: 139 million, Desire 58.23%]
[He came in earlier this time, but unexpectedly met my manifestation of desire. His reaction to the embodiment of desire seemed to be quite significant...]
[That intense, fiery, nearly insane desire also affected me, as the desire value I had managed to suppress with difficulty once again increased by 0.11 percentage points, which caused me great distress.]
[What troubled me even more was that this sole believer, although fanatical in his faith, always defies my orders, and this time he even committed an act of profanation upon my divine body...]
[As the Divine Lord he worships, I knew I should have stopped him then, but for some reason, I ultimately tolerated his obstinacy and transgression.]
[His teeth sank into my divine body, his saliva left marks on my skin, actions unbefitting of what should occur between a believer and a Divine Lord.]
