I look at myself in the mirror.
"Should I make an effort? Or should I look like shit to show that I don't give one?"
Second option.
I have leggings and a crop top on, my hair is wet from my shower and in a braid. I have a black backpack on with a place for Cookie and my luggage consists of a very very large suitcase with all my clothes and another one where my dog is attached to. My art material has its own suit case that is decorated with jellyfish (I'm obsessed with jellyfish if you haven't understood that yet).
I have my AirPods in and my phone and kindle in my pockets. OBSESSED by Anne-Marie blasting in years as I sing along. I already managed the appartement situation with the landlord so that's good.
I already called Grace so she knows and I've ended all relationships that I had with other men because bonded get jealous easily over their Center (that's what we call the person that harbours the most marks or if they all harbour the same number, the person with the most power.) I obviously don't have any powers, but I have the most marks… I think. And also, when you've already met your bonded, it's very difficult to feel any attraction to anyone else. So I'm never going to be in love again… Yay!.. That's sarcasm.
I call the landlord, Marco, to help me get my stuff down and the little Italian man comes and helps me.
"It's was about time you got yourself a good man."
"Uh-I.. There's more than one and they hate me."
"Hate you? Little girl, if these men make you live with them and want to work things out, they don't hate you."
"Thank you, Marco."
"See you soon, little girl."
"What did you say?"
"Forget it."
"Ok, bye!"
"Goodbye."
I'm out and waiting on the street when 5 minutes later, a black Tesla arrives. I knock on the door and and the driver opens up the window. The woman asks me the code.
"Uh.. I-pffff… I'm an avocado and I like salad dressing."
I immediately burst out laughing. Why? Just… why?
"Good, young miss you can get in the car, I will deal with your bags."
"Oh, thank you."
Why does everyone say that I'm small? "Little lady", "little girl", "young miss". Like, ??? I'm 21, so??? I start fiddling with mouth piercing, moving the ring around. Do I look young? I know I am but not that much..
The car starts up and I put my AirPods in. I'm sick in cars all the time, it's horrible.
I look around the car, it's a Tesla, so obviously it's very modern, it's white inside and very spacious.
I was stressed out about to do, but I wasn't prepared to what was going to happen.