Was it that they were unaware, or did they purposely pretend not to see, or did they think Jing Xuan marrying Awan was more important than her life or death?
Shu Yu struggled to hold back her tears. She lifted her head, her eyes red as she looked at Jing Xuan, "Jing Xuan, it's mama who has wronged you. You were never around mama when you were a child. Your first words, your first steps, the first time you held chopsticks to eat, the first time you carried a backpack to school... Mama wasn't there to experience or accompany you through these things. That is my regret."