The dreams that had been bothering her for the past year, she finally had somewhat of an answer for it and this revelation made her feel complicated.
From what she heard from Chu Xuan's heart voice this should not be just simple dreams but past life memories. And that man who dies in her embrace should be Chu Xuan.
Su Yanran didn't know how or why but in her last life she seemed to have fallen in love with Chu Xuan but she realised her feelings too late.
What is the point of knowing she loved him when he was already gone?
Her mind regained clarity the more she thought about it, she didn't know why she was being hesitant. She lost him in her previous life and now she was given an opportunity.
He may have a strong prejudice against her, it was understandable as she had hurt him too much, but she was willing to atone for it.
She didn't know if she loved him, but if the rapid pounding of her heart whenever she thought of him was any indication then she believed her feelings for him weren't false.
She won't lose him again....
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Su Yanran opened the door connecting to her office and when she entered she was met with the sight of Chu Xuan standing with his back to her while he was looking outside.
Su Yanran didn't know why but when she laid her eyes on him her heart couldn't help but beat faster, she felt a bit afraid and excited about this new feeling. But she didn't hate it.
Su Yanran clutched her chest tightly feeling the beating of her heart and took a deep breath to collect herself.
She also felt excited as she thought of his expression due to her sudden shift in behaviour, she couldn't wait to hear him panicking inside his mind. She also wanted to hear what he thought of the way she looked now.
" Chu Xuan " Su Yanran called out to him softly breaking Chu Xuan out of his reverie as he gazed back only to freeze momentarily.
Chu Xuan didn't keep her waiting as the barrage of heart voices started pouring in.
[ Am I dreaming? Or is there something wrong with Su Yanran? ]
[ As expected of the protagonist Halo, it seemed to have affected her even though Ye Fan only met her one time. Tsk~ Tsk~ to think she would dress up for Ye Fan, as for how she knew Ye Fan would come today? It's definitely the plot! ]
[ Haah! I hate to admit this but even if Su Yanran's character is a bit bad and she is brainless, she is still beautiful. She does not lose to Yan-Jie in any way ]
[ Demoness! You will not affect this Young Master's Taoist heart! Even if your long Legs look enticing to the point.... I wish to have my head squeezed by those thighs... I will not succumb! Because Young Master is an Iron Man of steel! ]
Chu Xuan had seen Su Yanran many times and he was dismissive of her beauty, but that didn't mean she wasn't beautiful. Sometimes a change of clothes would be enough to freshen things and maybe spice it up a bit.
In this case, Chu Xuan found it hard to tear his gaze away from wide hips and meaty thighs encased in black stockings, to her chest..... Chu Xuan wondered if Su Yanran was always this big.
He both wanted and didn't want her to turn around. He didn't want to change his opinion of Su Yanran and felt bad about giving her to Ye Fan.
Because no matter how beautiful she was and how supple her body was she was still a brainless and poisonous woman.
Chu Xuan chanted in his heart continuously but his eyes seemed to be drawn like gravity to two big reasons why he should change his opinion of Su Yanran.
Chu Xuan may have acted indifferent and maybe ruthless and had a lot of experience but at his core, he was a pervert. Maybe not the sex offender type but the weak to womanly charms type.
Chu Xuan was a man who appreciated everything about the art that was a woman's body, Long legs, soft and supple thighs, wide hips, perky breasts along with a meaty ass was his weakness.
If a woman had any one of these characteristics then Chu Xuan would look.
Forgive him but he was a weak man.
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Su Yanran who heard his words was struck like lightning, she clenched her hands as she could feel that her eyes were getting a bit misty.
She felt aggrieved when he constantly tried to imply there was something between her and that vulgar man.
She felt a bit hurt by his words especially since that was how he genuinely thought, She dressed up for him ' Chu Xuan' , not for some Ye Fan.
Him assuming on the go that she was doing it for Ye Fan really stung, she knew it would be difficult to change his perception, but these words of his that he said carelessly in his mind hurt her a lot.
But she calmed down when she thought she had hurt him far more in her previous life, maybe this was her retribution.
But hearing his next words Su Yanran was stunned and her face heated up a bit as she became a bit shy.....
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Don't call MC a simp or weakminded or something.
Him thinking she is attractive in his mind does not make him a simp. Su Yanran is very attractive so its only natural for MC to feel bit attracted and his innervoice may contain some *Cough* questionable words.
He is not an Alpha , Sigma , Gamma , Beta or any of that shit. He is a normal person thrust into the novel world for 7 ( or is it 9 ) lifetimes and on this try he decided to try to fight against fate.
He does not hate Su Yanran but at the same time he may have some miscoceptions about her because he genuinly did not care about her other than completing the plot. ( Gold digger misunderstanding )
Chu Xuan had always treated his previous lives like a game , not taking anything seriously , but that does not mean it didn't hurt him. But this life will be different.
Overall this is a comedy novel with romance , just sit back and enjoy while turning off your brain...
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