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Lost and Lust

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To desire something just to be alive or someone to lean on your final moment. What will you do, if you know that something or someone belongs to you alone from the beginning. What will you do if your got a chance to protect what is yours!!! #wangxian time travel.
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Chapter 1 - Salvation of Despised life.

Fresh Lotus smells filled in the air along with thick fresh blood accompanied an unconscious boy laying on the floor Socked in his own blood pool. This room is tastefully decorated with purple colour designed with lotus here and there, before his unconscious teared and blood corporeal body a huge majestic ancestral Shrine. He is unconscious for almost an hour now but in reality he is having a very very realistic and cruel dream. Where a older version of himself showing his cruel fate for his so called loyalty years after only Salvation in his life turn into Lust. He turn into a cut sleeve and married to his love of life who is always ready to even sacrifice his very soul if it's to save him or keep him safe from any potential danger even from his family to a street puppy.

His death is so gruesome that his corporeal body turn into dust, everyone he believed to be his family turn their back on him, friends turn into foe, a rude outsider turn into a family come a father. A very unfriendly and aloof, poker faced cold man turn into his safe heaven. In the end of the day his only regret to hurt that man and wanted to make him happy as thoroughly possible. Finally he slowly Open his eyes, twin river flow on their own and mixed with bloody floor as he is laying on his stomach. His lips move on their own and form a coherent name,

'La-n Z-ha-n'!

Oh yes! this fifteen years old young boy is, so called infamous flirt of Yunmeng, troublemaker, proactive, one of the strongest cultivator on his pear, fourth most handsome bachelor, the head discipline of Yunmeng Jiang sect wei ying, Wei Wuxian. In Sect Madam's word, Sect Leader Jiang's bastard son, or son of Bitch, son of servant, worthless pieces of shit.

As for his condition now, he has given a small reminder, how to behave in Lan sect with fifteen lashes from Sect Madam's fast class spiritual whip 'Zidian', sothat he could behave well and don't dare to lose face in Lan Sect. But he is rewarded with his cruel fate in near future by his own future self who just want him live for himself with his soulmate.

He still lay down something he needs to confirm.

Yes he still have his golden core but a pitch black ball size of his Golden core also resting in his dentine. When he try to heal himself fast thing happened is his core merged with the black ball and form a Yin Yang shape. Surprisingly his Golden core turn into pure white while black ball is pitch black. This process is painful but he could not able to differentiate where the pain he felt most, his back or his chest. He saw that he have his older version's infamous ghost flute Chenqing. Now he realised actually it's his future self's last wish before his death as without golden core he aged quickly and died peaceful in his beloved husband's arm in sleeping.

One things is confirmed that he is just a shield to use and throw for his so called Uncle, Jiang Fengmian and Sect Madam, Madam Yu from what he saw in his dream.

But will his beloved shejie, Jiang Yanli really leave him the fast chance she got to be with her beloved in exchange of his very soul?

Will Jiang Cheng really kill him for his inferior complex to prove himself to be better than him? The answer is Yes!

Jiang Yanli do everything just to make him stay and protect Jiang Cheng, she never speak up when he is abused even today. The next day she will definitely come with her, lotus rib and pork soup, sothat i should take them Lan sect safely.

Next question and that need verification, will the most strict and cold Grandmaster Lan, Lan Qiren be his father figure, will the blure, colourless sect be his family.

Will the cold infamous head discipline of Lan sect, second jade, Lan Wangji be his soulmate as he saw in this dream! He already start to long for his solid chest to lean on, his strong hand to hold him. Will the so called prison of Late sect madam Lan, Jingshi, be his colourful home! Oh god he didn't even meet that man but he felt like he is really cut sleeve more likely cut sleeve only for that man who is currently sixteen year old. His face heat up and turn red or red from his own blood as he touch his face with his dirty blood socked hand.

Oh Wen Ning, Wen Qing and A-yuan.....

Wei Wuxian try to heal Himself on his best but he could not though he didn't feel an ounch of pain anymore. As if his wounds have another purpose or they need special attention from special people. He touched his nose in confusion, aah maybe he can heal them on cold pond in Cloud Recesses. So he stand up, pick up his Sword Subian, hug him with his chest and went for his room.

Fast he find his treasure, a ruttle drum with a white bunny painting, that is given by a pretty gege now he know it's none other than second jade lan, his Lan Zhan. He packed up every pice of his finished and unfinished talisman. Wrote a brif scroll of his deflection but he don't want to submit as he want to attend Guest Lecture in Lan Sect, so he put it on his desk and fall asleep.

Unknown to the cold second jade lan, what will happen to him when he will return from his night hunt, he start to pack his things for night hunt for next day as for unknown reason he could not sleep.

As expected next day Jiang Cheng kick wei wuxian's door but got shocked when he saw a neatly dressed up wei wuxian open the door. Jiang Yanli offer her soup, wei wuxian didn't whin like he used to do so Jiang Cheng shove him and asked what's he up to now in reply he only said, "I'm hurt!" Jiang Cheng lost his mind as wei Wuxian never complained it must be prank but Jiang Yanli stop him as she know very well what her mother did to him last night. But managed the situation with her sugarcoated word.

"Don't be like this now a-cheng, xianxian is only three right!" she asked wei wuxian as usual but fast time wei wuxian didn't answer her whine. Jiang cheng hump in annoyance, wei wuxian continue to eat while Jiang Yanli felt that wei wuxian truly too much wounded otherwise he would never voice out his pain or not play with her when eating her soup.

It's almost nine when they start their journey towards Gusu by boat as Jiang Fengmain bade them good bye! Wei Wuxian stare at the lotus lake sometimes as they cross lotus lake to main water way he stare at the water. Trying to remember his days with renowned Hanguang Jun and Yilling Patriarch in solo night hunt, playing in this water way in future and finally a wild makeout in boat that resulted them trip the boat and fall in the water. A deep logging look printed his whole face, a younger discipline is talking to Jiang Yanli.

"Shijie, what happened to da shi-xoing! He is not talking at all, he is never like this!" now Jiang Yanli also notice this but cannot voice her thought, she felt as if wei wuxian looking at the Yunmeng lake for the last time.

"A-xian, what's wrong!" she asked wei wuxian as softly as she could master. But his reply made her speechless, "Nothing, I just missed my parents!" with this he went inside the boat and lay down on the mat using his hands as pillow. Jiang Yanli felt horrible as Wei Wuxian is forbidden to ask or talk about his parents in Lotus pear and it's very sensitive topic for any orphan child so she just shut her mouth.

Wei Wuxian didn't sleep but enjoy the sound of water, as he plan what to do, what not to do. His friendship with Nie Huaisang turn into a give and take types in future as he Himself turn into a very cunning and cruel man who went any length to achieve what he desire.

Wei Wuxian felt a strenge need of meeting with Qingheng Jun who left everything behind for his beloved who rumoured to be killer or died in strange disease. Lan Xichen's love or support are blind, if he felt you are good for his brother he will do anything for you but if he felt you are not good enough he don't even hesitate to kill innocent people or even child.

Wei Wuxian don't know when did he fall asleep, as his mode was too severe Jiang Yanli asked others not to bother him for anything. As expected Jiang Cheng is very annoyed, it's wei wuxian's job to take care of him but now he has to do his job while the master wei is sleeping. Wei Wuxian naturally woke up at sun set when sun light peek on his face. He felt Hungry as he didn't have lunch, so he join the others and have dried food as light snacks before leaving the boat.