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In the vast darkness of the cosmos, you can see a seemingly normal white door that leads into an office where our protagonist has the most important discussion of his life
Ball of light: how long will I be in this endless void? I can't tell if it has been seconds or minutes, maybe hours or days. It all seems the same in this endless place. All I have to keep me company are my memories. But they are slowly starting to fade so the only thing I can think of is to relive my life or at least the moment I died because if this is supposed to be the afterlife just staring off into nothingness and reflecting on your life and Nick picked every little thing that has gone wrong or could go wrong and would go wrong then is this my punishment for contaminating my body by being lustful or slothful or being a gluttony? Probably all three.
But at least it's better than nothing. After all, I heard that if you are in an environment with no sound or sight, you can start going crazy, so I need to keep my brain active, or, should I say, my soul.
Ball of Light AKA Donavan: my name is Donavan I was an Ordinary Boy I wouldn't exactly say I was good or bad after all I believe everything or at least 80 to 90% of the stuff in life depends on perspective there is no really good or evil after everyone has a different perspective on what is good and what is evil. On another note I remember watching anime and loved anime maybe in this Eternal Darkness I should rewatch or I should say rethink those anime it would be a nice thing to pass the time. " damn this is getting boring real quick and I feel like I'm losing more of my sense of self AKA my memories maybe my soul is getting cleansed and I'm about to reincarnate... What's the point! If I can't even remember who I am! I will just be a complete stranger then!" I said, angry/sad; why couldn't I go out a hero? Why did I die eating a chicken sandwich that killed me? It's not the sandwich's fault. It's my fault, but still, why couldn't I go out like this?
#2 Fantasy flashback no Jutsu
I hear screaming and screeching I look up and see a little girl moving toward the street running after her toy ball and coming right towards her like a charging bull is a truck "Watch out" I scream like everyone else but unlike everyone else I run out to try to save her which might have seemed very brave and heroic don't forget handsome. But I did make it in time, and I can still vividly remember my last words before being hit and dying. "This is so cliche," I said while staring at the headlights. Everything went dark, and I woke up in a void, just like in those cliche books.
#2 Flashback no Jutsu END
Sigh. " I know it's cliche, but at least you die heroically by Saving someone else's life. But no, I had to die by eating a sandwich. I think I'm getting sidetracked. Wasn't the whole point of this for me to reflect on my regrets and overcome them or something like that?"
Suddenly intense suction Force pause? Started to suck Donovan into a white door that manifested in thin air " What!? Where did that door come from? And why am I getting closer!! this wasn't part of the plan!" the door opened as if he was being forcefully invited inside. Then the door pops like a bubble disappearing from that unknown place.
In the vast darkness of the cosmos, you can see a seemingly normal white door that leads into an office where our protagonist has the most important discussion of his life
Jiraiya AKA ROB: "No my son this is not your punishment even though you did contaminate your body by being lustful/slothful/gluttony it is not such a great crime to warrant this type of punishment this is the problem of my subordinate who is supposed to watch over this section of the cosmos but he was out partying with the other gods and is out cold and when I came to visit I found you waiting and as a sorry I shall Grant you some wishes and allow you to reincarnate in another world". Jiraiya Said sighing while massaging his temples as if he had a headache
#1 Flashback no Jutsu END
Donavan: so that's essentially what happened. Now you're all caught up, or I'm caught up, or both caught up. I think I might have gone a little insane. In that void.
Rob: "Hahaha, are you back from your flashback, my son haha."
Donavan: "Yes, sorry, I have a habit of doing that or talking to myself," I embarrassly said wait a second. Am I hallucinating or am I seeing Jiraiya the toad Sage! also did he say reincarnate like in those isekai animes/novels I have read I had my suspicions but it's cool that's confirmed but more importantly is this the real Jiraiya or was he always a Rob I have so many questions. "Excuse me are you the real Jiraiya if you are why did you decide to die by being defeated by the pain you know I cried when I saw your death scene especially when I found out that you wouldn't be coming back alive not that I'm blaming you or anything it's just I wanted to know if you would allow it" it's Jiraiya you got to be respectful much less a Godlike Jiraiya
Rob: "Haha no my son I am not Jiraiya I only chose the form that would make you the most comfortable as for the reason why he died that is something you would have to find out yourself and yes everything is fair and the cosmos so as a consequence of you staying here for 395,539 years you are eligible to make wishes and reincarnate" that fool will have to repay me if I didn't do this he would have been punished by the higher-ups for neglecting his job maybe in return I should ask him to introduce me to his sister,, after all, that is one beautiful goddess of beauty Hahaha cough.. cough... I better stop. The little soul is looking at me suspiciously. I have to maintain my Godly persona.
Donavan: it could be My Imagination but I swear I just saw a degenerate smile up here on the Jiraiya look-alike as soon as it appeared it vanished but that doesn't matter right now I have more important things to do "Excuse me how many wishes can I get and are there any limitations/am I allowed to have time to think about what I want/does changing my appearance / Choosing My World/background count as a wish and will I keep my memories or do I have to make a wish to keep them?"
Rob: "Smart of you to ask yes there is a limit of Five wishes and as for limits you cannot instantly ask to become God Powerhouse but you can wish for potential/ the capabilities to reach that level or Beyond since there are ranks among Us God level beings and there are even some gods who used to be mortal just like you you can have as much time as you want it does not cost a wish to keep your memories, choose your world, or your appearance and background since those are trivial things I hope that answers your question"
Donavan: "It does thank you" Now I have made a list/template of various abilities and powers from arranged of different worlds but the world that I want to go to currently is with the Pokemon world and I have plenty of templates for that but the thing is I want to go to other worlds as well after thinking for some time I came to the conclusion of what I want. "For my first wish I would like the ability to split my soul into any number of Soul fragments that get their own wishes they can travel to different worlds yet we are all connected and can even sense each other and join to become one being later on merging all powers, memories, personalities, experience, and knowledge into one entity of course without split personality problems and if they die they automatically merge with one of us. of course parasite free." My reasoning is that even though it sounds complicated it is still technically one wish it's just one wish with a lot of conditions for example it's like if I ask for a bowl of cereal but there are a few conditions with that bowl of cereal first I need the bowl the spoon the cereal in the milk and that essentially makes up the bowl of cereal it just has a lot of different conditions.
I look up to see if he says anything and the only thing he does is raise an eyebrow I will take that as a signal to continue
"Next, for my second wish, I would like a soul library that has all the knowledge of techniques, abilities, Magic, and similar stuff to store stuff that every one of us has access to.
"Third Wish I want the powers singularity, living anomaly, absolute potential." And since all those pieces are me, and I am them, and we're all connected, this also applies to them. I know I'm a genius. Technically, I got the idea from Superpower Wiki... but whatever.
"Fourth wish I would like to bring my cat mittens with me I've gotten through a lot of tough times because of her of course only when her time is up after all I don't want to yank her out of her life she'll be a good support for my mother as well When I Was Gone."
(Image of mittens if you want to see my cat 12 years old)
"Fifth wish I would like for me and all my pieces to be able to have our own template that we can customize/make/build ourselves for our new world / Journey, which entails adding powers, changing appearances, knowledge/weapons or items, as well as titles and similar stuff like that." I'm nervous I'm hoping that all these are acceptable some of them seem farfetched but if I can have all this I mean I can finally go on the journey that I have always wanted of course I'm not delusional to think that every piece will come back alive there will obviously be some that died which are sad.
Rob: "Those are... some crazy wishes you got there but there have been even crazier ones not in a long time 'billions of years' but still crazy I guess I would do it and call it an investment"
Donavan: "Thank you, to be honest, I didn't think you were going to accept so I'm quite happy, and by investment, I'm assuming you're going to want my help in the future if it's within my powers and does not put what I consider close to me in danger I will help after all you are my benefactor".
Rob: "What can I say but you're welcome as for the investment I don't think I would need help with anything anytime soon you shouldn't have to worry about it now time to Grant those wishes... oh I almost forgot to tell you some parts of your memories will be removed to help you transition better haha"
Donavan: "What!!?"
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Arthur note
Here's the second chapter as of right now I don't have an upload schedule I do have a schedule in mind that I would like to stick to I won't say it out loud cuz I don't want to feel pressured but my goal is to try to stick with that schedule I have in mind tell me your thoughts about this chapter also I'm still trying to figure out what type of writing style I want not sure if that's obvious or not but I'm trying to figure it out