we are crumbs to many things, big, small, maybe even to other people
we crumble we fall we make messes and only at certain times are we brushed aside.
no matter how much you go through, no matter how bad you mess up, we all have to remeber somthing we are crumbs.
we dont matter, We tell ourselves we do to keep going but in reality, we are crumbs on this planet we call earth.
for us running a few blocks or maybe just a few steps is alot of work.
let me tell ya it can definitely feel like it at times and sometimes it can hit you like a truck.
we are crumbs no matter how hard, humiliating, nerve wracking, or even just worry sum it can be here, we are and always will be crumbs.
you see our universe is massive millions of things go on every minute to every second to every heart beat, be it an animal, a human, or an alien, whatever it may be we all have a soul within us that beats, on this planet and every day there are millions of problems.
our problems seem massive but we are a crumb on the massive scale of life this scale, constantly changes for the better or for the worse it truly depends on the person.
when I was younger I would get overwhelmed still do at time to time but the slightest annoyance or lighting I felt like my world would spin out of control with no way to ring in my emotions so I'd just be this crumb spinning and spinning, until BAM
it's just suddenly stops I'm fine and I get my barrings.
it's almost like I got overwhelmed and then someone came and was like
Hushhhhh dear one
honestly it felt good to have moments where i felt like a crumb and it felt even greater to be able to have that stillness and whatever issue I was having sorta felt like someone else had just snapped their fingers and helped me in a way words can't explain.
we are crumbs our problems our feelings our thoughts their all crumbs.
some problems are good to have and others we all just need to not worry.
growing up as you know iv had money issues and that's okay because what person hasn't faced that at this point right.
anywho I use to worry about where my next meal would come from because there was times when my family would eat the same thing for like 2 or 3 weeks straight.
or I'd have to go to school without a lunch.
sometimes I'd just grab a bag if Chips or some other junk food since junk food is the most portable thing out there.
but that wasn't the only thing I worried about.
I didn't have the best life growing up sure I went to the zoo sure I smiled and had fun and made memories
(sure I don't remember everything)
but just because people smile even if it is a kid it doesn't mean they had it good
I soley relied on tips and our early morning paper routes that's right the moment I could read and write I was working under the table.
if I didn't I wouldn't have had a meal, I wouldn't have had new cloths and I wouldn't have looked fresh. I worked because I didn't have a choice.
it was so bad that I almost got suspended in the early years of schooling due to being late so much and falling asleep in class.
honestly I can't think of many pleasant things from back then but what I can remeber is that no matter what sort of feelings, thoughts, I had a silent community of people who cared.
the people who tipped me, people who saw me daily.
people noticed they just couldn't say anything I had all these problems and I still did the work and I did it with a smile.
my slient community is the reason I kept going even if it wasn't for long. even if it was only for once.
I had so many problems and I wasn't always happy.
If iv learned anything it's that my growing up showed me just how much of a crumb me and my problems are.
we are all crumbs on this planet wheather we like it or not.
togther we make a meal apart we make the world and in the end we're all crumbs living side by side.
I don't know about you but sometimes we just gotta be still even if we're the problem.
we are crumbs through and through
my question for you today is
will you accept that your a crumb?
that's it's okay to stand back and let the problem sort it self out even if that's not an option?
I'm a crumb can you agree???