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Chapter 4 - A Naive Girl's Hidden Desire

As Katagiri entered the room he found out that Sacchi was completely naked. He was shocked.

Katagiri: ...What's going on?

Sacchi: I'm sorry that I turned you down that time...but I'm fine now because I love you kyo. I'm okay with whatever you want to do with me. So...Please, don't look at other girls.

She started crying heavily and was trembling as she embraced Kyo.

Katagiri was wondering what happened... it was good until just now. Suddenly, he saw a condom on the shelf.

Katagiri: Oh, come on. That? One of my friend left it there as a joke.

Sacchi: Huh? Wha-?

Katagiri: So, that's not my condom.

Sacchi: Really?

Katagiri embraced Sacchi to make herself a little revealed.

Sacchi: Kyo?

In his mind he thought that it was the first time he ever lied to Sa-chan. She felt guilty.

Katagiri: I'm sorry if I made you feel uneasy. I wouldn't break up with you, just because we didn't have sex. So, don't panic and let's take it easy.

He said to himself in his mind: I wouldn't break up with you but Dear Sa-chan I want to hold you in my arms and make love to you so badly. I want to know what feelings will emerge within me as I embrace you. Sa-chan, I wonder why you even like me?

Sacchi: I'm sorry too for saying such weird stuff.

Katagiri: It's okay. Now get your clothes on, it's time for our date.

Sacchi: Ah! /// Uh-huh okay.

They move on to make memories for their first date in Tokyo.

Katagiri: I heard that there is a light display further up the street.

Sacchi: Oh. Wow!

Katagiri: We probably have some time before they start so let's get dinner first.

After dinner they move on to see the light display.

Sacchi: Wow, It's amazing! I've never seen such a big christmas tree.

Katagiri: Yeah.

Katagiri thought in his head: I was slightly aware of it but... even with her standing before my eyes, I honestly didn't feel a lot of guilt over lying to her.

Katagiri: Sa-chan.

He calls her name and eventually kisses her in front of everyone during the light display.

Sacchi: Huh? Wha- What are you doing? In a place like this...

Katagiri: It's just... been so long and I realized I haven't kissed you yet. You don't like it?

Sacchi: No! /// It's not like that, usually you don't do that in public ///

Katagiri: Why don't we stay here for new year's eve? We can spend it together in Tokyo.

Sacchi blushes as Katagiri says some romantic words and she didn't know how to respond.

Sacchi: W-We can't do that! You haven't been home forever, besides your dad must be so excited to see you, kyo.

Katagiri: ... Yeah, you're right.

Sacchi: But, I'm so happy you asked me to stay. Next year let's spend the new year's eve together.

Sacchi did say that but she didn't know how will the new year totally backfire what she actually imagined it to be like.

Katagiri to himself: I make myself sick, but it's just as I expected.

Dear Sa-chan the more I see of your endless kindness, the more I look at your face beaming with joy, deep in my heart something begins to spread little by little. Something warm, something joyful, something painful.

Katagiri: Sa-chan, are you asleep?

Sacchi: đź’¤

As Katagiri sees the vulnerable sleeping beauty, he couldn't hold himself back and to satisfy his desires his last option was Shino...

Shino: What are you doing out here? Aren't you cold?

Katagiri: Shino...It's not that I don't like her. She's precious to me, I think I love her. Yet, why am I still having sex with you?

Shino: Katagiri, do you have feelings for me?

Katagiri: I think not.

Shino: Well, I suppose I like you on an instinctual level. Everyone needs sleep and sustenance don't they? We don't have any romantic feeling for each other but there's nothing wrong with that.

Katagiri: I guess, you're right.

Shino: Don't worry you can get back before morning.

Just one thin wall separated the room where I was having sex with Shino.

Dear Sa-chan, I wonder.. Am I the worst kind of scum? Do I really love you?

Sa-chan I have a feeling it won't be long now before you know the real "Me".

Meanwhile, a mysterious girl: That manager is such a bastard. Why's he gotta keep touching my shoulder like that? I never should've take this job. I had to see his stupid face this afternoon, talk about the worst day ever.

Who is this girl? She had an encounter with Katagiri this afternoon while both Sacchi and Katagiri were having a date. Does she know Kyo?

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